Feb 23
Cover of The Voice of the “I AM” magazine August 1936 edition published by Mr. and Mrs. G. W. Ballard’s Saint Germain Press, Inc.
Considering testimonials of visitations of people from ‘beyond’—or what is sometimes called ‘the ascended realm’—allows some significant correlations to be found.  These cases encompass documented cases of human interaction with so-called ’space people.’  In 2012, blog articles reported about ’flying saucer contactees’ Truman Bethurum, Daniel Fry and Orfeo Angelucci.  In this post, I am presenting four excerpts involving accounts that might lead one to recall the ‘ambrosia’ of the ancient Greeks and ‘amrita’ of Hindu scriptures.  The first is from Angelucci’s initial account of his contact experiences from his self-published Twentieth Century Times in 1953.

The entire description of these circumstances may be read in a previous blog article.  Following this passage is an excerpt from Unveiled Mysteries (1934) by Godfré Ray King (pen name of Guy Ballard) describing what happened during a hike on Mt. Shasta.

From Twentieth Century Times

Two effluorescent green discs, about 30 inches apart, and each about 30 inches in diameter were there, shimmering, like two bubbles perfectly suspended in air.  They appeared to be in a state of extreme agitation.

Hardly two seconds had elapsed from the moment the burgundy color object disappeared, a most delightful masculine voice suggested . . .

“Come out here.”

Orfeo stepped out from the right side door.  Unafraid as yet, he closed it and stayed near to the front fender, unaware of his own movements.  There were only he and these two beautiful green discs.  All else was a dreamlike shadow in the background.  He knew of no world of existence, past or present.

What followed is here set down in the best recollection.  It can only be gathered as to who is doing the talking or the thinking . . .

“Orfeo, beloved friend—Greetings.”

” . . . Greetings.”

“Do you remember us?”

“Yes, . . . I mean, Yes, indeed.”

“Your balloons in New Jersey — beloved friend.”

(The voice was as mellow-dipped in the gold of the stars.  Who could know fear at this moment?)

“Yes, I saw your plane go with them.”

“They saw, but saw not.  The world sees, but sees not.  This you know.  Orfeo, you are thirsty.  Ever so thirsty.  A bottle of drink for you.”

On the fender of the car Orfeo “took up” a bottle, drinking the most satisfying “nectar” he had ever tasted, and thereby all symptoms and thirst vanished at once.

1934 paperback edition

From Unveiled Mysteries

The morning in question, I started out at daybreak deciding to follow where fancy led, and in a vague sort of way, asked God to direct my path.  By noon, I had climbed high up on the side of the mountain where the view to the south was beautiful as a dream.

As the day advanced, it grew very warm and I stopped frequently to rest and enjoy to the full the remarkable stretch of country around the McCloud River, Valley, and town.  It came time for lunch, and I sought a mountain spring for clear, cold water.  Cup in hand, I bent down to fill it when an electrical current passed through my body from head to foot.

I looked around, and directly behind me stood a young man who, at first glance, seemed to be someone on a hike like myself.  I looked more closely, and realized immediately that he was no ordinary person.  As this thought passed through my mind, he smiled and addressed me saying:

“My Brother, if you will hand me your cup, I will give you a much more refreshing drink than spring water.”  I obeyed, and instantly the cup was filled with a creamy liquid.  Handing it back to me, he said:

“Drink it.”

I did so and must have looked my astonishment.  While the taste was delicious, the electrical vivifying effect in my mind and body made me gasp with surprise.  I did not see him put anything into the cup, and I wondered what was happening.

“That which you drank,” he explained, “comes directly from the Universal Supply, pure and vivifying as Life Itself, in fact it is Life—Omnipresent Life—for it exists everywhere about us. It is subject to our conscious control and direction, willingly obedient, when we Love enough, because all the Universe obeys the behest of Love.  Whatsoever I desire manifests itself, when I command in Love.  I held out the cup, and that which I desired for you appeared.”

The preceding excerpt is the first part of the description of the narrator’s first encounter with ascended master Saint Germain, who is quoted:

“We—in the Ascended State—can control the atomic structure of our world—as a potter controls his clay. Every electron and atom in the universe is obedient to our desire and command because of the God-Power by which we control it and of which we have earned the right to be the Directors.

“Mankind in the unascended state marvels at these things but I tell you, it is no more effort for us to change the appearance and activity of our bodies than it is for the ordinary human being to change his clothes.”

Orfeo Angelucci wrote about a ‘nectar’ produced from pellets and water that resulted with a liquid that could seemingly elevate the drinker “into the next octave of consciousness” in Son of the Sun (1959).  The following excerpt is from the first chapter, wherein Angelucci described having first encountered in a Twentynine Palms cafe ‘Adam,’ a strikingly handsome young man who “had just come through an experience of learning and romance that was not one which mortals of earth usually know . . . In the course of three evenings he narrated his fantastic story to me.”

From Son of the Sun

“Would you like a bottle of beer, Orfeo?”

I looked at the pitcher of water.  His own glass contained a sparkling liquid the color of pale ginger ale, fizzing and bubbling continuously, though he had already drunk half of it.  The lively bubbles arose from the remains of a tiny tablet at the bottom of the glass.  My answer to his offer was a hurried, “No, Adam.  No beer from me.  I will take the water,” and I poured some from the pitcher into my glass.

Adam smiled even more broadly as his hand went into his coat pocket.  He brought out an oyster-white pellet and held it before me as he remarked:

“O.K., Orfeo.  Then how about a very rare champagne?”

Returning his reassuring smile with my own, I took the pellet and dropped it into my glass.  Immediately the water bubbled, turning slowly into the clear, pale amber contained in his own glass.  I lifted the glass a few inches from the table, looking into it with a feeling that this might be the drink I dared not hope for.  The exhilarating aroma rising from it could not be mistaken.  I had tasted and smelled the same liquid before.  I put my lips to the glass and merely let the liquid touch my lips.  That was enough.

“Adam — Adam, I can’t believe it!  Please don’t fool me.”  My sudden excitement had taken me from earth number one to earth number two.  I could feel my whole being swirling into another domain from the mere recognition of the nectar.  I could not control my spiral ascent, nor did I want to.  Adam’s eyes had continued smiling into my own.

“Yes, Orfeo,” he assured me.  “It is nectar.  A mild, diluted form, but the real nectar, just the same.”

I wanted to take a few sips, but just then the waitress brought servings of soup and salad to me.  Up to this moment, in spite of my sudden exhilaration, everything had appeared normal to me.  But I knew that very soon everything would appear differently.  So I tried to evaluate the objects about me as they truly were so I would not lose my sense of orientation when the environment took on an enhanced aspect.

Ah, yes.  No wonder Adam had expected me.  No wonder he seemed so alive and alert.  To him all the surroundings were of a different pace and appearance.  Before I opened the door, he had already come under the pleasant spell of the nectar.

What was more important, he was in the protective care of others somewhere, perhaps nearby, perhaps far off — unseen, and not of earth, nor of our solar system.  Soon I, too, would be engulfed with him.

I thrilled from head to foot as I took the glass, lifted it to my lips, and swallowed twice from it.  At that instant I entered, with Adam, into a more exalted state and everything around me took on a different semblance.  No longer was I in Tiny’s cafe in Twentynine Palms.  It had been transformed into a cozy retreat on some radiant star system.  Though everything remained in its same position, added beauty and meaning were given to the things and people present there.

Angelucci wrote that Adam’s next spoken words were: “In the final analysis, Orfeo, there is only one virtue; the love of pure learning.  And all else is procrastination and dissipation in the eyes of the One who awaits our evolutionary awakenings.”

In a recorded lecture from the same year that this book was published, Angelucci commented, “I wrote a second book Son of the Sun as told to me by a physician, Adam.  He had the same experience [but] much better than mine.  He was able to tell me where they came from.  So I wrote it.”  This book can now be read online, as can be Angelucci’s The Secret of the Saucers (1955) and Ballard’s Unveiled Mysteries.  Another passage from Unveiled Mysteries features an otherworldly liquid involved in a consciousness expanding encounter.  The following excerpt is from Chapter VIII.  An interlude is presented that occurred as the narrator was looking forward to an anticipated reunion with Saint Germain in seven days.

From Unveiled Mysteries

On the morning of the seventh day, I left my lodge at four o’clock and reached our meeting place at ten-thirty.  I sat down on a log to wait with a feeling of wonderful exhilaration, which I knew to be the result of my meditation.  I was so deep within the contemplation of my God Self, I did not hear anyone approaching until a voice spoke to me.

I looked up, and saw an old man with white hair and beard, whom I thought at first sight, was an old prospector, although his clothing was too clean for that occupation.  As he came up to me and held out his hand, that too confirmed my feeling—he was not a laboring man.  We exchanged greetings, chatted for a few moments on generalities, then he turned to me, and said:

“My Friend, I would like to tell you a story.  It won’t take long.  I haven’t told it to anyone for a long time. I would like to try once more.”

By that time I began to have a feeling of intense interest.  It occurred to me he might be thirsty, and as I reached for a cup to get him a drink, from the spring by which we stood, a crystal cup formed within my hand, like the one Saint Germain had held out to me several times.  The old man looked up and with eyes shining and excited, almost shouted:

“It is he! It is he!”

I did not know what to do, so I insisted he drink.  As I looked within the cup, I saw it was filled with the same clear, sparkling Liquid the Master had given me.  The old man grasped it eagerly, and, with an intense expression of the deepest gratitude I have ever seen, drank the contents.  He immediately became very calm and quiet, but with it all a deep, intense sincerity.  I asked him again to tell me the story, and he began by saying:

“My father was a British officer stationed in the Punjab of India where we made our home.  When I was sixteen, he financed a friend who went to South Africa to try his luck in the diamond mines, but my father never heard from him afterward.

“The year I was twenty, a tall, handsome stranger, a man of great wisdom, visited my father at our home. He had come to bring a message from father’s friend.

“‘I bring you news,’ he explained, ‘from the friend whom you financed four years ago.  He met with great success on that venture, in fact became very wealthy.  He has recently passed on at the mines, and left no relatives.  His entire fortune has been left to you and in case of your passing, it is to go to your son.  If you desire, I will take charge of the matter and have it transferred at once.’

“‘I cannot leave India at the present time,’ my father replied, ‘for I am on government duty here.  I appreciate greatly your offer to take care of the matter for me.’  I was standing nearby during their conversation, and when they had completed arrangements the stranger turned to me.

“‘My son,’ he said, ‘when you find the man who will offer you a crystal cup of sparkling liquid you will have met the one—who can assist you in raising the body.  I cannot tell you more than this, except that you will find him on a great mountain in North America.  This may seem vague to you now but it is all I can say.’

“The stranger left, and a month later my father, who had ridden out to adjust certain government matters with the natives was shot, and passed on before he could be brought home.  I was an only son, and after another month, mother and I prepared for our return to England.  Just before we left, the same stranger came again, and said, he was ready to transfer father’s fortune to me.  I explained, father had been shot.

“‘Yes,’ the stranger replied, ‘when I left two months ago, I knew your father would pass on before my return.  I have arranged for the fortune to be transferred to you, or rather to the Bank of England for you.  Here is money you may wish to use on the journey home, also the papers of transfer, and the credentials you will need at the bank.  Present them, and you will receive custody of your wealth.  Much of it is in diamonds of the first quality.’  I thanked him, and offered to pay for his services and kindness but he replied:

“‘Your kind intent is greatly appreciated but that is already adjusted.  I will be happy to accompany you to the steamer at Bombay.’

“The trip revealed to me his great wisdom and beside him I felt like an infant.  I know now that he enveloped me in a Radiation which has stayed with me throughout the years.  He arranged for transportation, accompanied us to the boat, and his last words to me were:

“‘Remember—the “Crystal Cup.”  Seek and you shall find.’

“After a most wonderful voyage, we arrived at Southampton, went on to London, and presented my credentials to the Bank of England.  The official to whom I presented them remarked:

“‘Yes, we were expecting you today.  Here are your bank and check books.’

“I looked at them to see how much my fortune amounted to and was amazed to learn a hundred thousand pounds had been placed to my credit.  Five years later, my mother passed on.  I transferred one half of my wealth to a bank in New York and began the search for ‘the man with the Crystal Cup.’

“I can never repeat the disappointments, the trials, the sorrow I have been through but in the face of everything, somehow I could never give up.  The thing which seems so strange to me is, while I have grown old in outer appearance, my energy and strength are as great as ever, sometimes I think greater, than in my fullest youth.

“In years, I am seventy.  Today, I just wanted to follow this trail, and praise God I have found you.  My desire was so great, it was almost irresistible.”

“But my good man,” I asked, “what am I to do for you?”

“You will know,” he replied, “for I know I have made no mistake.  In the heart of this majestic mountain is a Great Power.  I feel it.  Ask God to show you what to do.”

Suddenly, I felt the “Mighty God-Power” surging forth so strong, it almost lifted me from the ground.  Making the sign Saint Germain had taught me, I called to God for “Light” and raising my hand in salutation said:

“Mighty God in man and the Universe!  We seek Thy Light!  We seek Thy Wisdom!  We seek Thy Power!  Let Thy Will be done in and for this, My Brother, who has sought and found me to do for him I know not what.  Thou knowest!  Manifest Thy Will through my mind and body, and let whatever is to be done for this Brother—Thy Son—come forth.”

As my hand came down, it held the Crystal Cup filled with “Living Liquid-Light.”  I offered it to him, and my Mighty God self spoke again.

“Drink without fear.  Thy search is ended.”

He drank the contents without a moment’s hesitation.  I stepped forward quickly and took both his hands in mine.  Slowly and steadily every vestige of age disappeared from him, and the God in me continued:

“Behold!  Thou art forever free from all earthly limitation.  Ascend now unto the ‘Great Host of Light’ who await Thee.”

Very slowly, he began to rise from the ground, and as he did so, his human garments disappeared, and he became clothed in raiment of glistening white.  I let go his hands.  Then in a voice of deepest Love, he said:

“I shall return to thee, Beloved Brother.  Well shalt thou be repaid for this Transcendent Service.  Thou wert the only one through whom this could be done for me.  Some day, thou shalt see why,” and with a happy smile, he disappeared on a Radiant Pathway of “Light.”

As the Mighty God-Power Within me receded, I was so astounded, I fell on my knees and offered the deepest prayer of my Life in grateful humility and praise for the privilege of giving such service.

I rose and the Master Saint Germain received me into his wondrous embrace.

“My Beloved Brother!” he said, “I am greatly pleased.  Noble and faithful was your attendance upon the Great God Within you.  Beautifully did you receive your Mighty ‘God in Action.’  I do indeed congratulate you.  You will ever be held within Our Embrace, even though outwardly you may not always be aware of it.

“You have become a worthy ‘Messenger’ of the Great White Brotherhood and the Ascended Host.  Hold close to your Mighty God Self.  Thus, you will ever be ready for service wherever and for whatever is required.  My Love enfolds you until we meet again.  I will keep you informed.”

Slowly, I wended my way back to the lodge, every step praise and gratitude to the “One Mighty God” that molds us all into “Eternal Perfection.”

More information about Guy Ballard and Unveiled Mysteries may be read in the concluding portion of this 2012 blog article.

These excerpts bring to mind a lecture I attended in Hollywood on May 20, 2006.  Ramtha was ‘channeled’ by (spoke through) the entranced JZ Knight.  In the lecture that was later given the title “From Suppression to Love and the Power to Change” for a CD recording, Ramtha’s first words were: “Greetings and salutations, you beauteous entities, indeed welcome to this esteemed audience.”  He repeated the phrase several times with slight variations in the choice of words and then said, “Indeed I am honored to have you here.  Let us have a drink to life.  We change the water that it become the living proclamation to which we say.  And then we drink it into the body and the body is given life truly.”

Feb 17

The autobiographical writings of Dr. John Dee (1527-1609) show what life was like in Elizabethan England for one who worked with ’scryers’ (mediums) to chronicle interaction with ‘spiritual creatures’ and ‘good angels.’  There were many times when Dee wrote down the details as the scryer described what he saw and heard upon gazing into a crystal globe.  Consider this predicament as a Renaissance equivalent of ‘the movies’ for the scryer with ‘spiritual creatures’ (usually human emissaries) appearing in different settings along with assorted objects, letters and numbers; sometimes with symbolic or metaphorical significance.  The visions are described as featuring diverse attire, animals, furniture, transformations, swords, fire, trumpets, jewelry, beams of light, celestial sights, plants, smoke, gold, water, etc.  There were also occasions when there was interaction with visitors from ‘the ascended realm’ without the use of a crystal, as will be shown by the excerpt featured in this article.

I first learned about Dee during the period between 1985 and 1995 when I visited antiquarian book fairs searching for literary treasures and found a limited edition reprint of the 1659 book A True & Faithful Relation of What passed for many Yeers Between Dr. John Dee (A Mathematician of Great Fame in Q. Eliz. And King James their Reignes) and Some Spirits: Tending (had it Suceeded) To a General Alteration of most STATES and KINGDOMS in the World.   The book may now be read without charge with an Internet edition.  The title page also divulged further contents: “His Private Conferences with Rudolphe Emperor of Germany, Stephen K. of Poland, and divers other Princes about it.  The particulars of his Cause, as it was agitated in the Emperors Court; By the Popes Intervention: His banishment, and Restoration in part.  As Also The Letters of Sundry Great Men and Princes (some whereof were present at some of these Conferences and Apparitions of Spirits: ) to the said D. Dee.  Out Of The Original Copy, written with Dr. Dees own Hand: Kept in the LIBRARY of Sir THO. COTTON, Kt. Baronet.  With a PREFACE Confirming the Reality (as to the Point of Spirits) of This RELATION: and shewing the several good uses that a Sober Christian may make of All.  By Meric. Casaubon, D.D.”

The inside book jacket for the 1974 reprint described Dee as having attempted “to aid humanity by bringing peace and reconciliation to a Europe torn by war and religious intolerance.  He and his medium journeyed throughout 16th-century Europe to Bohemia, meeting leading political figures . . . Throughout their journey the two partners called upon the guidance and help of the spirits and we learn how these spirits were summoned, the help and advice they gave, and the commands that they had for Dee.” Casaubon’s edition brings together twelve of John Dee’s books documenting what Dee referred to as his “actions with spirits.”  The book jacket also reminds that these ’spiritual diaries’ were “written at a time when despite the risk of prosecution and public execution, Magic was widely studied and practised.”

I am using contemporary English spelling for the passage that follows, except for a sentence in Latin.  Prague on April 30, 1586 is the setting for a unique event recorded by Dee.  Although it is mentioned that he had burned a large collection of his books and papers on April 10, an account of that day isn’t among those to be found in A True & Faithful Relation . . .


As E.K. stood at the end of the gallery by his chamber, looking over into the vineyard he seemed to see the little man the gardener, in all manner of behavior and apparel, who is the chief workman or overseer of Mr. Carpio his workman in the same vineyard.  He seemed very handsomely to prune some of the trees: at length he approached under the wall by E.K. and holding his face away-ward he said unto him, “Quæso dicas Domino Doctori quod veniat ad me.” [This sentence was translated as "Pray tell your learned master to come to me" in The Diaries of John Dee (1998) edited by Edward Fenton.]  And so [he] went away as it were cutting here and there the trees very handsomely, and at length over the cherry trees by the house on the rock in the garden he seemed to mount up in a great pillar of fire.

E.K. bade his wife to go, and she who was in the garden.  She came up, and brought him word, “Nobody.”

E.K. then came to me and said, “I think there is some wicked spirit that would elude me,” and he told and said to me, as is before noted.  Then said I, I will go into the garden, and bade E.K. come with me.  We went down that way which this creature did go: but nothing we saw, went to the banqueting house in the vineyard, but that place pleased us not: so, we went along in the way by the cliffside, and sat down on the bank by the great pile of vine-stakes lying in the very south end of the vineyard.  And we had not sat there half a quarter of an hour, but I espied under the almond tree, and on the south side of it, being the westerly almond tree, that is it which is standing on  the westerly side of the straight path which leadeth from the north toward the south in the vineyard.  I espied (I say) like a sheet of fair white paper lying tossed to and fro in the wind. I rose and went to it, and (to the praise of God His truth and power,) there I found three of my books lying, which were so diligently burnt the tenth day of April last.

1  The three books were, Enoch his book.

2  The 48 Claves Angelica.

3  And the third was the book of my gathering of the thirty airs, and entitled Liber Scientia terrestris auxilii & victoriæ.

Thereupon E.K. coming to me, I fell on my knees with great thanks yielding to the God Almighty, and so did E.K. whose mind and body were marvelously affected by the sight of the said books, having no show or sign that ever they had been in the fire, neither by color or favor, or anything wanting.

And after we had sat half an hour under the fore-said almond trees praising God and wondering at the miracle.  Suddenly appeared by us the self-same gardener-like person, but with his face somewhat turned away, and nothing thereof to be judged as of Ave the custom is.  He said, “Kelly, follow me,” E.K. went, and I sat still, awaiting his return.

This gardener went before E.K. and his feet seemed not to touch the ground by a foot height.  And as he went before E.K. so the doors did seem to open before him, he led him up the great stairs on the left hand by the vineyard door, and so in at his own chamber door where E.K. hath his new study, and then the door going out of that to the stairs opened of itself, and he went up those stairs, & at length brought him to the furnace mouth where all the books and papers had been burnt the 10 day of this April.  And coming thither, there the spiritual creature did seem to set one of his feet on the post on the right hand without the furnace mouth, and with the other to step to the furnace mouth, and so to reach into the furnace (the bricks being now plucked away which stopped the mouth of the furnace, all saving one brick thick) and as he had reached into the furnace there appeared a great light, as if there had been a window in the back of the furnace, and also to E.K. the hole which was not greater than the thickness of a brick unstopped, did seem now more than three or four brick thickness wide, and so over his shoulder backward he did reach to E.K. all the rest of the standing books, excepting the book out of which the last action was cut, and Fr. Pucci his Recantation, also to E.K. appeared in the furnace all the rest of the papers which were not as then delivered out.

That being done, he bade E.K. go, and said he should have the rest afterward.  He went before in a little fiery cloud, and E.K. followed with the books under his arm all along the gallery, and came down the stairs by Fr. Pucci his chamber door, and then his guide left E.K. and he brought me the books unto my place under the almond tree.

Two previous blog articles concerning John Dee are “In Comparison: Pearl Curran, ‘Miss Beauchamp,’ John Dee and Edward Kelly” and “Some Further Observations about the ‘Michael’ Pattern”.

Feb 09

This is a photo from the book showing a young Gordon Higginson talking
with some fellow Spiritualists with medium Ena Twigg at his right “in the
1940s or thereabouts.”

The life of medium Gordon Higginson (1918-1993) is described in the 1993 biography On The Side Of Angels compiled by Jean Bassett.  Gordon served as president of the Spiritualists’ National Union for more than 20 years.  He joined the SNU after World War II and once gave a sitting to Arthur Findlay, who bequeathed his Essex mansion Stansted Hall to the union.  The estate is administered by the union as a College for the advancement of psychic science.

Gordon’s mother Fanny had also been a medium.  She had been trained by trance medium Annie Brittain.  Gordon began participating in his mother’s ‘development circle’ when he was five or six years old.  He recalled having once glimpsed “a clear vision” of his Black guide ‘Cuckoo’: “That was not her name: it was the way I called to her, then she would call back.  Because of this she chose to be called Cuckoo . . . Cuckoo had always talked to me and often used to come with me to school.”

I became a boy medium when I was 12 years old and travelled with my mother and a speaker.  I had been trained as a demonstrator so needed a speaker to go with me.  My mother worked to develop my mediumship to the calibre she felt was necessary.

I became known before the war for giving full names and addresses.  This was considered quite remarkable and widely reported in the papers in the towns where I worked as well as the Spiritualist publications.

Gordon was 18 when he realized he was a trance medium.  He remembered shutting his eyes when he felt drowsy at a Sunday Spiritualist Church service.

The next thing I knew was that the chairlady stood by my side offering me a glass of water.  I thought I had fainted, apologised and said to her, “Am I to give the demonstration now?”  “Yes, after we have sung the hymn,” came the reply.  I asked if the address had gone all right.  “But you gave the address!” said Mrs. Northall.

Of course, I told her that I couldn’t have done as I didn’t do the speaking.  She explained I had given an excellent trance address, and moved down the steps from the pulpit among the people.  The spirit control had then given those present a message to be given to me, the medium, when I came out of trance.

The message was for my mother.  It stated she was to find an envelope in which would be found the name of the spirit control, Light, and that this was also my spirit name.
Upon telling his mother about the incident, she went to her room and brought back the sealed envelope enclosing a paper with his ’spirit name’ written on it by Annie Brittain at the time of his naming (the Spiritualist alternative to Christening) — “Of course, the name on that paper was Light!”

World War II resulted with Gordon turning 21 while serving in the army.  He commented, “As a gifted medium, I was able to help so many young men who were troubled.”

I made many friends whom I knew were going to survive the war because a medium is conscious not only of the past and present, but also the future as well.  When mediums are working, they are not conscious of time, but are sharing a consciousness of no time.  We are conscious of an existence that goes beyond the present.

During the post war years, his first appearance in London resulted with a couple who had received messages, Mr. and Mrs. Hiscock, confirming the accuracy of the messages in a letter to Psychic News.  In the 1950s, Gordon consistently sat in a circle to develop his physical mediumship at the suggestion of his guides.

I have experienced burns and injury when my seances had unexpected interruption so you see how important it is to know what you are doing before you embark on this type of development.

It was some seven years before we were getting good trumpet and apport phenomena; we nearly always had one sometimes two trumpets moving.  We had spirit lights and the movement of objects quite early on . . .

It was around 1964 when the circle started to observe materializations.

We started our seance with an invocation and then had one short hymn.  I would take that opportunity to go into trance.  Once I was entranced, the proceedings were then handled by the spirit guides.

Of course, two of my guides have become so well-known to people through my physical mediumship; they are Cuckoo and Paddy.  Cuckoo, as already explained, has been with me ever since I can remember, a great friend to me over the years.  Paddy usually takes charge during physical seances and is very good.  I have another guide called Choo Chow of whom I was aware, but who did not come forward until the beginning of my trance mediumship and seemed to take charge.  It was through him that I became a trance speaker.

I have another guide who only comes to me once a year.  He takes over during my regular Christmas Day trance address, speaking about the world and the current and future situations.

This guide is Light.  I am named after him in the spirit world.

Gordon began giving public demonstrations with his circle around 1970 with Paddy usually being Gordon’s chief communicator.  Gordon mentioned that not all of the seances were successful.

Early in 1970 my good friend and colleague, Frank Tams, built a cabinet for me to use in the library at Stansted Hall.  The cabinet is not to conceal anything that is happening, but used to focus the energy around the medium for Spirit to utilize in their work.  Although there are curtains, these are usually drawn back so people can clearly see what is happening.

A photo from the book: Jean.

Frank and Kath went to visit Jean at first.  For weeks, Frank gave her healing.  In the end, he asked if I would go as he felt Dr. John’s expertise was needed.  I agreed and went not once or twice, but many times in the following months.

The guides used to talk to Jean.  So did Frank, Kath and I.  We spoke about Spiritualism, about life and death, about the many things which are important to the spirit self.  Jean seemed to have a tremendous insight and gradually gained hope of a different horizon.  I never promised her she would walk again.  I couldn’t because I knew the eventual outcome.

I did promise that one day she would join in with a Spiritualist service.  Then the time came when I realised she had not much time to go.  There was part of me that was sad.  Jean was so young, but had suffered so much.  Even with spirit help, we couldn’t change her destiny.

I decided that she would see a service, even though I had to make special arrangements for it to be in her own home.  I spoke to our church members.  Bill Harratt arranged some hymns whilst Frank came along and did a reading.  Kath gave a short address and I a demonstration.

It was a proper service, even though there were only a few there.  Some of our church people joined us along with members of Jean’s family.  Two weeks later, her time here on earth ended and she passed into her new home.  We had become very fond of this child yet could not grieve.

There was a rather marvellous sequel to this which happened only a few weeks later.  In the physical circle I held regularly in our church at that time the voice of Cuckoo was heard, saying, “I have a surprise for you.”

The ectoplasm built up, and a form moved to the outside of the cabinet.  A young person with a swirling gown moved gracefully and confidently out towards Kath.  It was Jean!

“Look Kath,” she said.  “I can walk!  Look at my hands!”  She held out her hands.  And the fingers were straight and true; those poor fingers so deformed in this life were straight and supple.  Tears of joy ran down Kath’s face.  Other members of our circle who had not known Jean felt the emotion and responded in turn.

Jean thanked Bill Harratt for the hymns played at her own special service.  She moved across the room to Sally Morgan, a member of our church who attended the service at Jean’s home, thanking her for the flowers which she gave to brighten her room.  Lastly she spoke to Frank.  “I enjoyed your reading,” she said.  “Please thank Gordon.  He gave me so much happiness.”  “May God bless him” were her last words as she returned to the cabinet.

Gordon Higginson was also the subject of last week’s article “Gordon Higginson’s Visitor from the Ascended Realm”.  For more information, visit www.gordonhigginson.co.uk.  Here is an article by Gordon that may be read online.

Feb 03

During recent epochs, people from the ascended realm chronicled to interact with humans in the physical world have been typically termed ‘ascended masters’ and ’spirit guides.’  Some unusual anecdotes of encounters beyond the seance room may be found in biographical books about mediums.  One  example may be read in the life story of Gordon Higginson compiled by Jean Bassett On The Side of Angels (1993).  Higginson served as president of the Spiritualists’ National Union and was a medium whose work may now be seen on You Tube as mentioned in a previous article.  The following is an excerpt from Chapter 19 of the book.

I was born to be a medium and at first thought that was my destiny.  Then I met Arthur Finley, who lit a blaze of idealism for Stansted Hall within me, one which has never died.

It was really in the early part of 1970 I was to be helped — or led — into the dual nature of my life’s work.  I really wonder sometimes which way it was, but this is what happened.

I was taking the service at Portsmouth one Saturday evening and due at my own church on the Sunday afternoon.  I decided to travel back through the night.  I had done this a number of times, but it was a shock to find that I had, somehow, lost my directions.  I was on my way to Stansted Hall!

I knew that Walter Sills and his wife May would be at the hall.  Mr. Sills was then union treasurer and, at that time, the acting manager of the hall.  There would be no guests as it was closed during the winter months at that time until about April.

I rang to check they would be willing to give me a bed as I would be arriving rather late.  I was fairly certain it would be all right because I knew Mr. Sills quite well, and he was a very nice man, very kind.  He waited up for me with tea and sandwiches.  We spoke for a while about the union, of which I was then vice-president.

In the morning I got up and went downstairs.  Mr. Sills greeted me and to my surprise told me there was someone waiting to see me.  The person had told him I would know he was coming.

Well I didn’t.  Indeed, I should not have been there that day and did not know until late the previous night that I would be.  I really had no idea who it could be and said so.  Mr. Sills had asked the visitor to wait in the library so I had breakfast before going in to find out who it was and what he wanted.

Quietly, I looked round the door.  To my surprise, my visitor was a monk in a brown habit and sandals.  I was quite astonished.  Well, I didn’t know any monks!  I went back to Mr. Sills and said: “I don’t know of any monk who would want to see me.  I didn’t expect any visitors.  No one knows I am here.”

“Well,” Mr. Sills replied, “he asked for you by name.”

I was really curious by now.  I went back in and asked the monk what he wanted.  “Did you know that you were to meet me here?” he asked.  I said “No.”  Then the monk inquired, “Where should you have been this morning?”  I told him I ought to have been at home, and explained what had happened, that I had lost my way.

“Didn’t you stop to think that perhaps there was some reason why you should have to stay here the night?” asked my visitor.  “I have come to bring you a message.”  “Oh dear,” thought I.  “This is a peculiar thing to be happening.”  But I was very curious.

The monk went on: “You have a mission in life.  You have turned down an opportunity that is important to the mission you have in life.”

“Well,” I said, “the only thing I can think of that I have refused to do is to stand as the president of the SNU.”  I couldn’t think of anything else.  I very seldom found it in me to say “No” to people.  It always seems such a hard and final word to me.

“We would like you to reconsider,” said the monk.  “You have a job to do, a mission to fulfill.  A lot will depend on what you intend to do.”  I asked if he would mind if I spoke with the treasurer of the union as I could not give him my answer straight away.

I went out and said to Mr. Sills: “This man is crazy.  I can’t possibly take on the presidency.  I have a very demanding job.  I have my own church; I am the vice-president; I work for the college; I take services.  I can’t possibly take on any more.”

I cannot remember wondering what it had to do with a strange monk whether I should or should not accept the presidency as it all happened quite quickly and there was an air of unreality about the whole thing.

But Sills offered to speak to the monk for me.  We both returned to the library — to find he had disappeared!  We looked around, but there was no sign of him.  We searched the hall, the grounds, even down to the village asking if people had seen anyone dressed like a monk.  They must have wondered if we were crazy, but no one had seen him.

I rather wanted Mr. Sills to hear what the monk had to say because I could hardly believe it myself.  I also wanted him to be a witness.  This particular experience, which had been shared in part by Mr. Sills, left me shaken.  You see, there was no way  the monk could have left the library without our seeing him.  We were standing on the stairs, opposite the only door.

We had searched because it seemed he must have slipped out.  We knew in our hearts he could not have done, but still wanted to accept the normal rather than the supernormal.  That, of course, is human nature.

I decided to write to Richard Ellidge, the then general secretary, and tell him I withdrew my objection and would now stand for office.  Again, I believed it would only be for a few years.  How strange it is that 22 years later I should still be holding the same office!  And what changes there are.

At that time, we were practically bankrupt.  The hall owed thousands of pounds with no clear view that we could ever pay our debts.  There was no obvious way out of our dilemma.  I did not want to be the president who was responsible for winding up the SNU yet here I was accepting this position.

Now, we still have financial problems.  Often we work from week to week with few reserves, but we have paid our debts.  The college has become a symbol of Spiritualism that is accepted all over the world.  From having a few guests per week and a limited season we now fill the hall most weeks of the year.

Foreign students come in chartered plane-loads.  Name any country and we have people who travel from there to take what we can give at Stansted, something they cannot get anywhere else in the world.  I believe that Stansted Hall is the center of Modern Spiritualism in the world.

I also believe that the SNU was chosen to take on this responsibility because it teaches pure Spiritualism.  It has no prefixes, but a definite message that all religions can accept.  There is nothing they cannot accept because life after death can be proven.

It is a fact.  Therefore, we have that uniting principle to bring people together.  I believe there is a greater force than man operating in this world.  This force — which always has been and always will be — has moved men and women in their hearts and minds to bring good into this world.

Previous blog articles including descriptions of ‘visitors from the ascended realm’ include last week’s article about Muhammad and the articles “Excerpts from the  Philo T. Farnsworth Biography by Elma Farnsworth” and “Phenomena and Madame H. P. Blavatsky.

Jan 27
The 2006 edition of Muhammad: His Life Based on the Earliest Sources by Martin Lings is a revised edition that includes the final updates made to the text before the author’s death in 2005.  The book is based on eighth- and ninth-century Arabic biographies and is described as presenting “original English translations of many important passages that reveal the words of men and women who heard Muhammad speak and witnessed the events of his life.”  This book provides perspectives of the life of Muhammad (circa 570-632) that humanize a historical figure of religious influence, encompassing descriptions of miraculous experiences.  Muhammad is quoted on one occasion: “I hold intimate converse with one whom ye converse not with.”

In chapter 65 an incident of ‘Revelation’ was described by ‘A’ishah, one of Muhammad’s many wives, after she became the object for suspected adultery.

“He remained sitting in our company and all of us were still present when a Revelation came to him: he was seized with the pangs that seized him at such times, and as it were pearls of sweat dripped from him, although it was a wintry day.  Then, when he was relieved of the pressure, he said in a voice that vibrated with gladness: ‘O ‘A’ishah, praise God, for He hath declared thee innocent.’”

The book also presents descriptions of occasions in the lives of other people who heard the voices of unseen communicators and experienced prophetic dreams and visions.  Similar to many human figures associated with religious traditions, many of the anecdotes involving Muhammad seem to have been filtered through a prism of acceptance and aggrandizement; however, as Lings observed: ” . . . the revealed Book itself was the central miracle of the Divine intervention now taking place, just as Christ had been the central miracle of the preceding intervention.”

In the following excerpt from chapter 15 “The First Revelations,” voices of unknown speakers are described to have been heard by Muhammad as precursor events to his first encounter with Gabriel.  The “outward sign” mentioned regarding Mohammad’s “authority” was an incident where it had been suggested that the arbiter of a disagreement be “the first man who shall enter in through the gate of this Mosque.”  That individual was Muhammad who was returning to Mecca after an absence.

It was not long after this outward sign of his authority and his mission that he began to experience powerful inward signs, in addition to those of which he had already been conscious.  When asked about these he spoke of “true visions” which came to him in his sleep and he said that they were “like the breaking of the light of dawn.”  The immediate result of these visions was that solitude became dear to him, and he would go for spiritual retreats to a cave in Mount Hirã’ not far from the outskirts of Mecca.  There was nothing in this that would have struck Quraysh [his Arab tribe] as particularly strange, for retreat had been a traditional practice amongst the descendants of Ishmael, and in each generation there had been one or two who would withdraw to a solitary place from time to time so that they might have a period that was uncontaminated by the world of men.  In accordance with this age-old practice, Muhammad would take with him provisions  and consecrate a certain number of nights to the worship of God.  Then he would return to his family, and sometimes on his return he took more provisions and went again to the mountain.  During these few years it often happened that after he had left the town and was approaching his  hermitage he would hear clearly the words “Peace be on thee, O Messenger of God,” and he would turn and look for the speaker but no one was in sight, and it was as if the words had come from a tree or a stone.

Ramadan was the traditional month of retreat, and it was one night towards the end of Ramadan, in his fortieth, when he was alone in the cave, that there came to him an Angel in the form of a man.  The Angel said to him: “Recite!” and he said: “I am not a reciter,” whereupon, as he himself told it, “the Angel took me and whelmed me in his embrace until he had reached the limit of mine endurance.  Then he released me and said: ‘Recite!’  I said: ‘I am not a reciter,’ and again he took me and whelmed me in his embrace, and again when he had reached the limit of mine endurance he released me and said, ‘Recite!,’ and again I said ‘I am not a reciter.’  Then a third time he whelmed me as before, then released me and said:

“Recite in the name of thy Lord who created!
He created man from a clot of blood.
Recite; and thy Lord is the Most Bountiful,
He who hath taught by the pen,
taught man what he knew not.”
 

He recited these words after the Angel, who thereupon left him; and he said; “It was as though the words were written on my heart.”  But he feared that this might mean he had become a jinn-inspired poet or a man possessed.  So he fled from the cave, and when he was halfway down the slope of the mountain he heard a voice from above saying: “O Muhammad, thou art the Messenger of God, and I am Gabriel.”  He raised his eyes heavenwards and there was his visitant, still recognizable but now clearly an Angel, filling the whole horizon, and again he said: “O Muhammad, thou art the Messenger of God, and I am Gabriel.”  The Prophet stood gazing at the Angel; then he turned away from him, but whichever way he looked the Angel was always there, astride the horizon, whether it was to the north, to the south, to the east or to the west.  Finally the Angel turned away, and the Prophet descended the slope and went to his house.  “Cover me!  Cover me” he said to Khadîjah [his first wife] as with still quaking heart he laid himself on his couch.  Alarmed, yet not daring to question him, she quickly brought a cloak and spread it over him.  But when the intensity of his awe had abated he told her what he had seen and heard; and having spoken to him words of reassurance she went to tell her cousin Waraqah, who was now an old man, and blind.

The old man warned Mohammad about the likelihood of him being called a liar and experiencing other ill-treatment due to his predicament.  Some people called him ‘the reprobate’ and ‘Mudhammam’ (meaning blamed) instead of Muhammad (meaning praised).

The singularity of the forementioned ‘thy Lord’/Creator is ameliorated by a passage at the beginning of the chapter “Smoke” in The Koran (here from the N. J. Dawood translation):

Ha mim.  We swear by the Glorious Book that We revealed the Koran on a blessed night.  We revealed it to warn mankind, on a night when every precept was made plain as a commandment from Ourself.  We sent it down as a blessing from your Lord, who hears all and knows all.

He is the Lord of the heavens and the earth and all that lies between them.  (Mark this, if you are true believers!)  There is no god but Him.  He ordains life and death.  He is your God and the God of your forefathers.  Yet they divert themselves with doubts.

In chapter 34, there is an incident where Muhammad found himself in disfavor of the voices—here one is identified as Satan—after Muhammad promised paradise for people who became his followers after a man of Khazraj told them they would be pledging themselves to war.

And Satan was watching and listening from the top of Aqabah; and when he could contain himself no longer he cried out in the loudest voice possible and spoke the name Mudhammam, Reprobate; and the Prophet knew who it was who had thus cried, and he answered him, saying: “O enemy of God, I will give thee no respite.”

In chapter 69, another apparently clairaudient occurrence is described.

It happened on this occasion that seated next to the Prophet was a Khazrajite named Bishr, the son of the Barã’ who had led the Muslims of Yathrib to the Second Aqabah and who had been the first ever to pray the ritual prayer in the direction of Mecca.  When the Prophet took a mouthful of lamb, Bishr did the same and swallowed it, but the Prophet spat out what was in his mouth, saying to the others: “Hold off your hands!  This shoulder proclaimeth unto me that it is poisoned.”  He sent for the woman and asked her if she had poisoned the joint.  “Who told thee?” she asked.  “The shoulder itself,” said the Prophet.  “What made thee do it?”  “Well thou knowest,” she said, “what thou hast done unto my people; and thou hast slain my father and mine uncle and my husband.  So I told myself: ‘If he be a king, I shall be well quit of him; and if he be a Prophet he will be informed of the poison.’”  The face of Bishr was already ashen pale, and he died shortly afterwards.  But the Prophet nonetheless pardoned the woman.

There are incidents of voice-hearing also chronicled as having been experienced by others, as in chapter 69:

“Where are the Bani Ghatafãn?” was a question that was being asked throughout Khaybar, but not answered.  They had in fact set out with an army of four thousand men as promised.  But after a day’s march they had heard during the night a strange voice—they did not know whether it came from earth or heaven—and the voice cried out three times in succession: “Your people!  Your people!  Your people!,” whereupon the men imagined that their families were in danger, and hastened back whence they had come, only to find everything in order.  But having returned, they were unwilling to set out a second time, partly because many of them were convinced that they would now arrive too late to have a share in the defeat of the enemy.

There is also a momentous occasion in chapter 82 when the angel Gabriel is reported to have been seen with Muhammad although the dogma expressed by him as recorded is manifestly imperfect.

Umar said: “One day when we were sitting with the Messenger of God there came unto us a man whose clothes were of exceeding whiteness and whose hair was of exceeding blackness, nor were there any signs of travel upon him, although none of us knew him.  He sat down knee unto knee opposite the Prophet, upon whose thighs he placed the palms of his hands, saying: ‘O Muhammad, tell me what is the surrender (islâm).’  The Messenger of God answered him saying: ‘The surrender is to testify that there is no god but God and that Muhammad is God’s Messenger, to perform the prayer, bestow the alms, fast Ramadan, and make, if thou canst, the pilgrimage to the Holy House.’  He said: ‘Thou hast spoken truly,’ and we were amazed that having questioned him he should corroborate him.  Then he said: ‘Tell me what is faith (iman).’  He answered: ‘To believe in God and His Angels and His Books and His Messengers and the Last Day, and to believe that no good or evil cometh but by his Providence.’  ‘Thou hast spoken truly,’ he said, and then: ‘Tell me what is excellence (ishan).’  He answered: ‘To worship God as if thou sawest Him, for if thou seest Him not, yet seeth He thee.’  ‘Thou hast spoken truly,’ he said, and then: ‘Tell me of the Hour.’  He answered: ‘The questioned thereof knoweth no better than the questioner.’  He said: ‘Then tell me of its signs.’  He answered: ‘That the slave-girl shall give birth to her mistress; and that those who were but barefoot naked needy herdsmen shall build buildings ever higher and higher.’  Then the stranger went away, and I stayed a while after he had gone; and the Prophet said to me: ‘O Umar, knowest thou the questioner, who he was?’  I said: ‘God and His Messenger know best.’  He said: ‘It was Gabriel.  He came unto you to teach you your religion.’”

Chapter 83 of Muhammad: His Life Based on the Earliest Sources identifies the Koran as a work of transcendental communication (the common contemporary expression for this is ‘channeling’).

It was in Ramadan every year that Gabriel would come to him to make sure that nothing of the Revelation had slipped from his memory; and this year, after the retreat, the Prophet confided to Fatimah, as a secret not yet to be told to be told to others: “Gabriel reciteth the Koran unto me and I unto him once every year; but this year he hath recited it with me twice.  I cannot but think that my time hath come.”

In chapter 84, an eventual proverb is associated with Muhammad at the age of 63.  “They had grown accustomed to thinking of him as one who is already in a sense in the Hereafter.  Perhaps it was partly for this reason that when he spoke of his death . . . his words made little impression on them . . . Yet on one occasion a remark of his when he was with his wives was sufficiently ominous to prompt the question as to which of them would be the first to rejoin him in the next world.”

He replied: “She of the longest reach will be the soonest of you to join me,” whereupon they set about measuring their arms, one against another.  Presumably, though it is not recorded, Sawdah was the winner of this contest, for she was the tallest of them and in general the largest.  Zaynab, on the other hand, was a small woman, with an arm to match.  But it was Zaynab who died first of them all, some ten years later.  Only then did they realize that by “she of the longest reach” the Prophet had meant the most giving, for Zaynab was exceedingly generous, like her predecessor of the same name who had been called “the mother of the poor.”

A ‘chosen one’ by God achieving success on the battlefield perhaps finds an epithet with the word ‘mad’ being prominent in the English translation of the name Muhammad.  On one occasion reported by Lings, Muhammad declared that “war is deception.” In the final chapter Muhammad is quoted: “I and this world are as a rider and a tree beneath which he taketh shelter.  Then he goeth on his way, and leaveth it behind him.”

Jan 20
Julia Pastrana (circa 1832-1860)

During the late 1980s I was researching Julia Pastrana, who I had first learned about upon reading one of Frederick Drimmer’s books.  I was curious to see what further information was available and obtained photocopies of some of the printed materials about Julia that had been made at the time of her public appearances during the mid-nineteenth century.  I featured the first portion of a Boston playbill in a previous blog article and similar information appears in the Worcester flyer (presented below) that provides a brief account of her life until then.  The Boston playbill also reported about Julia: “She has a thick, heavy skull, and half an inch of flesh over it; a small brain, well-proportioned and capable of being cultivated and improved, like a child’s eight years old.  Her disposition is mild and childish.”

Upon becoming acquainted with this information, I recalled some of the accounts of strange beings and tribes presented in Ivan T. Sanderson’s Abominable Snowmen: Legend Come To Life (1961).  Sanderson’s book was presented as “The Story of Sub-Humans on Five Continents from the Early Ice Age Until Today.”  Central America testimonials presented in the book include a report from a resident of “the outer periphery of the Mexican state of Chiapas” about a form of ‘ABSM’ or ‘Bigfoot’ in nearby forests known locally by such names as Salvaje, Cax-vinic, or simply fantasma humano.  There is also a description by people living in the vicinity of Gautemala’s Baja Verapaz, around the town of Cubulco: “There live in the mountain forests very big, wild men, completely clothed in short, thick, brown, hairy fur, with no necks, small eyes, long arms and huge hands.  They leave footprints twice the length of a man’s.”  Cases in this chapter include two anecdotes of women being captured by a similar being known as a Sisemite.  Sanderson also reported that people living or working in the southern forested area of British Honduras (now Belize) associated sightings of “small semi-human creatures” sometimes associated with the expression Dwendis.  The chapter concludes with the statements: “We are, in fact, once again confronted with the strange fact that great numbers of people of all manners of tribes, nationalities, and even races, insist that ABSMs are wild men, as opposed to manlike animals.  This is one theme that runs consistently through all ABSMery.”  Sanderson also wrote about ‘man-things’ in the books “Things” (1967) and More “Things” (1969).

Visiting the British Library in London in August 1989, I found some more details about Julia Pastrana’s life.  I eventually wrote a screenplay about Julia and the man who married her, Theodore Lent.  I was working on finding a producer for this screenplay (among others I’d written) at the time I traveled to Oklahoma to interview a family experiencing what had been described as a ‘talking poltergeist’ case.  Among those who expressed a favorable response to the screenplay about Julia was a co-producer of the movie “Fire In The Sky” and the president of marketing for Paramount Pictures, where I was working as a publicist at the time.  As readers of my case study Testament know, soon after my trip to Oklahoma I relinquished all of my previous writing projects.

Here follows accounts of the life of Julia Pastrana as presented in two original brochures publicizing her ‘levees’ (appearances for a public assembly) in the 1850s.

First, the following information is presented here precisely as it was worded in this Worcester advertisement.

T H E O P A T E I N D I A N S .

These remarkable beings inhabit the Sierra Madre Mountains in the State of Sinaloa, near California. They live in caves, in a naked state, and subsist on grass, roots, insects, barks of trees, &c. They have a great many tamed animals, such as Bears, Monkeys, Squirrels, &c., which they know no difference between and themselves. Their face and whole person is covered with a thick black hair, and their features have a close resemblance to those of a Bear and Ourang Outang. Their mouths are elongated, with very thick double lips. They have no front upper teeth, but a strong jaw to masticate nuts or any hard substance, much like a brute. Their stature is from three to four feet, and they weigh from eighty to ninety pounds. They have intellect, and are endowed with speech, which no monsters have ever possessed. They have always been reported by travelers as a species of Ape or Babboon, having no intellect. Their dispositions are very much of the Monkey order, very spiteful and hard to govern. This tribe of beings have always been looked upon as forming a kind of link between the man and the brute creation, and this singular Hairy Woman will go far to prove that philosophy which establishes the perfect order and graduation to be found in all animated Nature. She is in some respects an exception to her tribe, as she is much larger, and has no hair on her bosom, hands and feet, and human nature seems to predominate. She is 22 years old, four feet six inches high, and weighs 112 pounds. No description of her could be given so minute, as to be at all satisfactory. The public are, therefore, respectfully invited to call and see and judge for themselves, and all will be perfectly satisfied that there is no imposture attempted by her exhibition.

In 1829 several women went up from Copala, (a little town just at the edge of the mountains,) to a small pond above, on the side of the mountain, to bathe, after their custom; on their returning home they missed Mrs. Espinosa, one of their companions; all endeavors to find her proved fruitless, and it was believed that she was drowned, until six years afterwards a Ranchero, who was hunting for his cattle on the mountain, heard a voice in a cave, which he took to be a Mexican woman. He went down to Copala and got a company of men, who went up and surrounded the cave, and by great stratagem succeeded in recovering Mrs. Espinosa. She stated that she had lost her way, and had wandered to the top of the mountain, when she fell into the hands of these Indians, who had ever since kept her shut up in this cavern. She expressed a great liking for this child, which was then about two years old; she having nursed her from her infancy. Her mother died when she was only a few days old.

Mrs. Espinosa took her home, had her christened, gave her the name of Julia Pastrana, and made her husband godfather, and herself godmother to her. A few years after they removed to Durango, and gave Julia to Pedro Sauchez, Governor of the state of Sinaloa. She remained in his family until April, 1854, when finding no happiness there in consequence of their bad treatment, she left home, resolved to go to the mountains again, when M. Rates met with her in the woods adjoining Copala, and induced her to go to the United States with him for exhibition. He got his friend, F. Sepulveda, who now accompanies her, to go with her to protect her and return her again to her guardian Gov. Sauchez. They arrived at New Orleans in Oct., 1854, and went directly to New York, to Mr. Barnum, with whom they expected to make an engagement, but the cold weather not agreeing with them they returned to New Orleans, where they arrived on the first of February, 1855. Here her exhibition commenced under the management of J. W. Beach.

The following information is presented here precisely as it was worded in a text chronicling Julia’s life after her London engagement at the Regent Gallery: Account of Miss Pastrana, The Nondescript; and the Double-Bodied Boy. In this periodical also, statements about Julia’s tribe arouse many questions.

There are two remarkable exhibitions at the present time in London, whose objects are of a conformation so wonderful that they may well startle all who go to see them. As only a small proportion of the vast population of this great metropolis, and the country around have been to view those extraordinary natural curiosities, but who should as early as possibly pay them a visit, we, to induce them to do so, will lay before them all the interesting facts concerning their history, habits, and physiological nature that we possess. In due order, therefore, we will first call our reader’s attention to the annexed advertisement in the newspapers of the day:—

THE NONDESCRIPT, MISS JULIA PASTRANA.—This young lady, the wonder of the world, supposed by eminent naturalists and Physicians to be a hybrid, wherein the nature of woman predominates over the Ourang-Outangs is very singular; her Nose, Forehead, and entire Face, Shoulders, Arms, &c., are covered with Thick Black Hair. She has no Pupil apparent in the Eye, no Cartilage in the Nose, with double gums in the upper and lower jaw, and only One Row of Front Teeth. The Lower Jaw is much extended, and the angle of the face is very singular. Miss Julia Speaks and Sings in English and Spanish, and dances the Highland Fling, Schottish, &c., &c., and has decidedly the prettiest little Hands, Feet, and Ankles, in London. Levees, from Eleven to One, Three to Five, and Eight to Ten Daily, at the Regent Gallery, 69, Quadrant. Admission, 1s. and 2s., Stalls 3s. Miss Julia is pleased when the Ladies and Gentlemen ask her Questions, and examine her pretty Whiskers, of which she is very proud.

Being earnest enquirers after truth, ever prone to investigate the phenomena of nature, animal, vegetable, or physical, and consequently among the first to be attracted to by such an announcement, we accordingly struck work, threw down our implements of trade, donned our best attire, shut up shop, and hurried off as fast as the “marrow-bone stage” could carry us, the very first evening after we perused it; and when arrived at the Regent Gallery, with great difficulty, amidst anxious crowds of sight-seers, elbowed our way in, to take a peep at the Extraordinary Lady just imported from the regions of wonder.

Language fails us, when we attempt to depict the mingled sensations that filled our minds, at even a first sight of Miss Julia Pastrana. A closer inspection struck us with awe; a lengthened interview created astonishment unbounded; and a minute examination, compared with the printed history of her in our hands, which we purchased there, including an intense attention to her various entertaining performances (referred to in the above advertisement), so inspired us with amazement and delight, that, “Strangely-formed Being!”—”Singular-looking Creature!”—”Wonderful Curiosity of Nature!” and other ejaculation manifesting the excitement we were under, involuntarily escaped from our lips, and which were no sooner overheard by the spectators nearest to us, but they were caught up and responded in a similar strain by every lady and gentleman present; so extraordinary and fearfully wonderfully they deemed the “Nonedescript,” that their eyes feasted upon. (She has since left London for the Provinces).

That the bulk of our readers should hasten to see this “world’s wonder,” before she leaves these islands, we introduce the following extracts from the history mentioned, which we doubt not will remove any lukewarmness or hesitation in respect to Julia Pastrana they may now possess:—

“Before proceeding to give an account of the origin, nationality, and peculiar characteristics of Julia Pastrana, the ‘Nondescript,’ it will be proper to make some general allusion to a race of savages, known by the common term of the Root Digger Indians of Mexico.”

There are tribes called Shoshonees or Snakes, and Utahs. Some are dark like Africans, others have a copper-coloured or bright yellow complexion, like that of Mulattos. “These Indians have aquiline noses, long hair on their heads, well-shaped feet, and speak different languages, although they subsist on the same kind of food. They are scattered over a wide extent of country, from Oregon to the Gulf of California, and throughout the territories of Utah and New Mexico. Near the Gulph of California, a tribe of these Indians is found who live in caves, in a naked state, and subsist on grass, roots, bark of trees, &c.; they eat no animal food! They have a great many tamed animals, such as bears, monkeys, squirrels, &c., between which, and themselves, they know no difference. Their stature is from three to four feet, and they weigh from eighty to ninety pounds. They have intellect, and are endowed with speech. It seems as if Providence has created and provided for them in the state in which they now live. This mountain country is very fertile, full of springs, while grass and vegetation grows in abundance throughout the whole of the year. They get their food daily, and never lay up anything. They have no cause to labor, as they neither cook or wear any clothing.

The term “Digger” is applied to all of these Indians, wherever located, in consequence of the method of procuring their food, which consists principally of grass-hoppers, snails and wasps. They are very fond of a certain little animal which the Bible tells us greatly afflicted the Egyptians in the days of Pharaoh. The California grass-hoppers, however, mainly compose their mess. These insects are caught by digging a hole in the ground, then making a wide circle round it, and driving them into it, and capturing them. After baking the grass-hoppers in the fire, or drying them in the sun, they crush service berries into a jam, and pulverizing the insects, mix both together, when the pulpy mass is fit to be eaten. Sometimes they mix their cricket-meal with parched sun flower seed, but this kind of food is a luxury indulged in only by a few. They burn off the grass, and then grub in the earth for the nests of wasps. Acorns are also a favorite article of diet. The Carpenter bird of California is in the habit of making holes in the Redwood trees, and filling them with acorns. When a Digger finds a tree stocked in this manner, he kindles a fire at its root, and watches it till it falls, where he helps himself to the acorns. They usually pound these nuts into a meal, and, mixing this with wild fruit, form a sort of bread. They also make a kind of bread from grass seeds.

The male digger never hunts, but usually depends on the exertions of his squaw to provide something to appease the cravings of hunger.

Travellers say that of all the Aborigines known within the limits of the Western Continent, the Digger Indians are certainly the most filthy and abominable. They come into the world and go from it with as little purpose as other Carniverous animals.

It is said that Captain Sutter, the first settle on the Sacramento River, employed these Indians to build his fort. He paid them in a tin coin of his own invention, upon which he stamped the number of days the holder had worked. These stamped pieces of tin were taken at his store for articles of dry goods, &c. He fed his field Indians upon the offals of slaughtered animals and bran sifted from ground wheat. The latter was boiled in large iron kettles, and then placed in wooden troughs, from which they scooped it with their hands and ate with great relish.

ORIGIN AND PARENTAGE OF

JULIA PASTRANA, THE NONDESCRIPT

The origin and pedigree of this wonderful creature is involved in obscurity.  If of any of the tribes of Digger Indians, she has many characteristics essentially different from those people.  They have no hair on any part of them, except their heads; their stature is from three to four feet; they weigh only from eighty to ninety pounds, and have dispositions very spiteful and hard to govern.  The case is quite the reverse with Julia Pastrana.  She is now four feet six inches high, and weighs one hundred and twelve pounds.  She has thick black hair all over her person, except her bosom, hands and feet.  Her mouth is elongated, with very thick lips.  She has double gums in front, both in the upper and lower jaw—with only one row of front teeth, and those teeth in the back gum of the lower jaw.  She is good natured, sociable and accommodating—can speak the English and Spanish Languages—dance, sing, sew, cook, wash and iron—these latter accomplishments being acquired, of course, since her introduction to civilized life, having been recovered from a state of nature when she was very young.  She is now supposed to be twenty-three years of age.

The statement that is generally credited concerning her is as follows:—

In 1830, several Digger women went up from Copala, to a small pond on the side of the mountain, in order to bathe, according to the usual custom of the country.  On returning home, they soon after missed one of their companions.  All endeavours to find her proved fruitless, and it was believed  that she was drowned, until six years afterwards a Ranchero who was hunting for his cattle in the mountains, heard a voice in a cave, which he took to be a Mexican woman.  He went down to Copala and got a company of men, who went up, surrounded the cave, and by great stratagem succeeded in recovering the lost woman.  She stated that she lost her way, and had wandered to the top of the mountain, when she fell into the hands of a rival tribe of Digger Indians, who kept her closely confined in a cave for the whole time from her capture to her recovery by the Mexican Ranchero.  The place, however, where she was found, was some hundreds of miles from any human beings, whether Digger Indians or others, and in a region of country abounding in monkeys, baboons, and bears.  She was at the time giving nourishment to this child, about two years old, from the maternal fount.  The woman professed to love this child dearly, though she disclaimed being its parent.  The child was christened Julia Pastrana, and its supposed mother being deceased, she was allowed to remain in the family of Pedro Sanchez, Governor of the State of Sinaloa, in a domestic capacity.  She remained in his family until April, 1854, when she was brought to the United States for exhibition, and has since appeared in all the principal cities and towns, exciting the greatest curiosity, especially among the medical faculty and Naturalists.”

Certificates were given from three of the most eminent of the faculty in America, as follows:—

Dr. Mott’s Certificate
“New York, December 3, 1854

“Sir:—To naturalists alone we leave the task of solving the enigma concerning the origin of Julia Pastrana, the “Semi-Human Indian,” which would have puzzled the Sphynx.

“She is a perfect woman—a rational creature, endowed with speech which no monster has ever possessed.  She is therefore a Hybrid, wherein the nature of  woman predominates over the brute—the Ourang Outang.  Altogether she is the most extraordinary being of the day.

I remain, your’s, respectfully,
ALEX B. MOTT, M.D.
 
Examination by the Boston Natural History Society.
Boston, September 21, 1857.

“The looks, anatomical conformation, abnormal growth of hair upon the person, sufficiently show that Julia Pastrana belongs to some of the Indian Tribes, supposed to be of Asiatic origin.  She is a perfect woman, performing all the functions of the sex.  Her hair is very opaque but cylindrical in sections, showing there is no admixture of Negro blood.  In her disposition and appearance she is certainly human.

SAMUEL KNEELAND, JR.,

Ex-Curator of Comparative Anatomy of Boston Society of Natural History.

From Professor Brainerd.
Cleveland, August 5, 1855.

“Sir:—In compliance with your request, I will state that I examined the hair of the specimen of the Genus Homo, which you have in charge, and compared it with the hair of the African, under a high magnifying power, and from this comparison, have no hesitation in saying that the individual in question possesses, by this test, NO TRACE OF NEGRO BLOOD.

Her other peculiarities; the hair upon the body, its length and structure, the form of the mouth and nose, the size of her limbs, peculiarities of her breasts, &c., and various other features, entitle her, I think, to the rank of a DISTINCT SPECIES.

Yours, truly,
S. BRAINERD, M.D.
 
THE INTELLECTUAL AND SOCIAL TRAITS OF MISS JULIA:—
Anecdotes, &c.
 

Miss Julia Pastrana is now twenty-three years of age, but the calibre of her mind is by no means so well developed as that of most persons.  Her face, covered with jet black hair—her elongated mouth—her double, very thick, coral-like gums—her skull, covered to the depth of half an-inch with a fleshy substance, on which grows a cumbrous mass of long glossy jet-black silken straight hair, all go to demonstrate that she is really the most extraordinary being that has ever existed on the face of the earth.  The health of Julia Pastrana is perfectly good.  She seems to be able to endure much, in a physiological point of view.  She has never been sick while travelling, delights to travel, and is inclined to be discontented when idle.  Her ideas of making money are limited, but they are brightening, and there are hopes that she will acquire in time the money-getting faculty, equal to that of the rest of the family of man.

It will not be out of place at the present time, to mention a few of the many things that occur to persons situated like Miss Pastrana.

While on an expedition to Carrol Hall, in Baltimore, she was invited to a ball given by a Military organisation of that city—for a copy of whose Card of Invitation, with the signatures of the Executive Committee, see p. 19 of the more copious 6d. edition, from which we quote, to be had at the Exhibition.

“At first Miss Julia seemed indisposed to accept the proffered civility, on account wither of diffidence, or because she imagined that the ladies and gentlemen who would be in attendance would make of her an object for their merriment.  These objections being overcome, she finally consented to attend the festival.  She accordingly dressed herself in a most magnificent manner for the occasion.  Her attire, or costume, consisted of a blue dress, trimmed with silver lace, white kid gloves, black satin slippers, bracelets, watch, and a splendid set of Jewellery, including a diamond ring, which has just been made a present to her.

Although somewhat timid or bashful on entering the ballroom, she soon recovered her self-possession, and passed the evening as graceful as if she had been accustomed to scenes of fashion and gaiety all her life—making herself agreeable to all the joyous company.  Indeed, had her face been screened from observation, no one would have discovered anything extraordinary in her behaviour or general appearance, save that her handsome dress alone, might naturally have rendered her the “cynosure of all eyes,” particularly among the lovely belles of the Monumental city.

“On her introduction to the ball-room, in company with her guardian, she was welcomed by the band of musicians playing Hail Columbia, followed by a grand march, in which the goodly company promenaded around the hall, with Miss Julia at the head of the procession.  After the march, each lady and gentleman present was introduced to her, shook hands with her and took their seats.  When the second cotillion was announced, Julia was invited by several gentlemen to become their partner in the merry dance, all of which attentions she positively declined, inasmuch as it was the first time she had ever attended a ball, and because of her lack of knowledge of the “five positions” of the salstatic divertisement.

Soon, however, the band struck up a waltz, whereupon she accepted an invitation from one of the military gentlemen and waltzed around the room a number of times with him, having previously learned the waltz by some natural intuition, or instruction, of which her guardian had no previous information.

Her next beau was a very genteel young man in citizen’s dress.  Quite an incident heightened the zest of this dance.  The handsome gallant ran up to Miss Julia with considerable eagerness, to secure her for a partner in a Schottish dance.  When the couples however, had taken their places on the floor, the young gentleman, either from fright or some other undefined emotion, was observed to change colour several times, and to exhibit a degree of embarrassment strangely at variance with his character.  He quickly rallied his feelings however, and having acquitted himself in a creditable manner through the evolutions of the “light fantastic toe,” led his partner in a graceful and courteous manner to her seat.  In this way the festival passed off piquantly and delightfully to all present—Miss Julia included, who afterwards expressed the pleasure felt on the enchanting occasion.

During her exhibition at Bellair, a small town in the interior of Maryland, it happened that the County Court met for its usual session.  Judge Price presided, having just been elected and inducted into the office.  The Judge was invited by Julia’s guardian, to pay her a visit.  He did so, and after examining her sufficiently, he remarked that she was too great a curiosity to see without paying for it.  He promptly tendered a piece of money and retired.  The reason and circumstances of the Judge’s liberality being explained to Julia, she instantly replied that he was a “good Judge and an honest man,” and that she would be willing to have him preside even were she on trial for Murder! The reason of her speaking of murder arose from the fact, that a man was on trial at that time for that hideous crime, having killed a fellow creature by shooting him.  This incident would show that Julia had a mind capable of reflection, and that she has proper notions of human accountability, as well as a sense of the true distinction between right and wrong.

Miss Pastrana’s ideas of a city or town, after seeing it, as a general rule, are tolerably correct.  In most cases, she expresses herself quite sagaciously in relation to the probability of doing a good business in her line of profession.  Her memory is very retentive, and she never forgets the countenance of any one she has ever seen, and will readily name the place or occasion when she first saw the individual.  She often meets persons that she has seen months previous, and will at once inform them of the fact, and detail all the circumstances of the case quite succinctly and clearly.

She learns everything with about the same readiness of a child of eight years of age, and retains knowledge in a similar degree.  Her disposition is kindly and affable, and she endeavours to pleas everybody.  She is aware that she is on exhibition, and understands that all who visit her expect to be satisfied that there is no attempt to at imposition made upon their curiosity or credulity.  She unhesitatingly submits to every examination or inquisition conducted in a proper manner, as if willing to advance the cause of science or to gratify the laudable curiosity of all who attend at her public levees.  She is always cheerful and appears perfectly contented with her position in life, and seemingly is philosophically resigned to every contingency of destiny, of whatever character in the sublunary state of her existence.”  Hoping the enquiring reader will hasten to see Miss Pastrana for himself, and willing to indorse as a further recommendation the concluding remarks of the gentleman who has the exhibiting of her, because, fully agreeing with their truthfulness, we in this place insert them:—

“In conclusion, the guardian of Julia Pastrana would remark, that there is nothing in her appearance in the least calculated to offend the sensibilities of the most fastidious, whether viewed, socially, morally, or physically.  A feeling of pity, rather than of repugnance or antipathy, is generally experienced in the bosom of all who pay her a visit.  There is sufficient of the characteristics of her womanly nature to dispel anything allied to the revolting or disagreeable, and connected either with her personal appearance, or the manner in which her levees are conducted.  Persons who visit her with an idea of seeing a wild beast in the cage of a menagerie will be disappointed.  Those who go with the expectation of seeing some frightful monster will have such expectations changed to sentiments of allied at once to awe and astonishment at the mysterious ways of Providence, while his philosophy will be puzzled amazingly to account for his share of the milk of human kindness, and the abundant juiciness of his own heart in view of the wonderful phenomenon that will irresistibly for the time being engross his attention.

In any point of view Miss Julia is a curiosity of remarkable interest, and must be seen to be fully appreciated.  She is worthy of a special visit, if it be but to realize something of the profound riddle in which the origin of the Aborigines of America is involved.  The Indians were found on the Hesperian Continent in countless myriads, at the time of its discovery by Christopher Columbus, while the manner in which they were treated by Cortez, in his “Conquest of Mexico,” has been the theme of the romancer and historian for centuries.  Yet neither revelation nor science have as yet offered the key for the solution of the perplexing problem whether the “Red Skins of America are of Asiatic origin, or whether they have not always been indigenous or native to the land of the Incas and Aztecs!  Surmises abound, from the most absurd to those of some plausibility.  The Indians have been, at will, transferred into exiled Jews or banished Chinese, while their language has been called Syriac, Welsh and Celtic—still their origin remains unknown.

Go and see Julia Pastrana, the “Nondescript,” and learn wisdom, subdued by becoming humility.  Go and endeavour to realize where man’s bestial attributes terminate and where those that are Divine begin!”

While in Russia, Julia died less than five days after giving birth to a son who is reported to have lived for 35 hours.  Although Julia and her son’s bodies were embalmed and mummified by a professor named Sokolov who chronicled the process, it  is noticeable that photos of Julia’s mummy show facial characteristics that contrast with those seen in the various depictions of Julia made when she was alive.  This may have been due to the embalming process.  Sokolov mentioned that “signs of rapid decomposition were plainly visible” when he began the embalming “by injection of decay-arresting mixtures to halt the decay.”  A book presenting passages from Sokolov’s report along with assorted photos and drawings of Julia is Julia Pastrana: The Tragic Story of the Victorian Ape Woman (2001) by Christopher Hals Gylseth & Lars O. Toverud.  A brief profile of Julia’s life and career may be read at thehumanmarvels.com.  Evidently Julia’s arms and legs were either shaved or photographic retouching was done for the daguerreotype shown below.

Above is the daguerreotype of Julia Pastrana.
Below is how Julia appears in a photo of the embalmed corpse.

In the chapter about Julia in A Cabinet of Medical Curiosities (1997) by Jan Bondeson, the author observed about anthropologists’ and dermatologists’ theoretical diagnoses of the genetic disorder ‘congenital hypertrichosis lanuginosa’ (inherited increased hairiness with lanugo hair) —

Microscopic examination of hair from the head and beard showed that all features were consistent with human terminal facial hair.  Since replacement of lanugo with terminal hair never occurs in true congenital hypertrichosis lanuginosa, it is clear that Julia Pastrana did not have this disorder.  But what was the cause of her strange deformities?

No observer would have been able to ascertain what was beneath the overgrown gum during her lifetime, but inasmuch as the jaw of the mummy is relatively undamaged, it is now possible to do so.  A skull X-ray and panoramic X-rays of the mummy’s jaws show that Julia Pastrana had a complete set of permanent (secondary) teeth, with the possible exception of the upper left lateral incisor.

Among some other speculations, Bondeson acknowledged that in relation to the theoretical diagnosis of another rare genetic disease “the autosomal dominant syndrome of congenital hypertrichosis and gingival hyperplasia”: “Nothing even resembling her gross facial deformity — the thick lips, broad and flat nose, and large ears has been seen in any later example of this syndrome.”

Jan 13
Martin Luther King, Jr. and his family were living in the Dexter Parsonage
in Montgomery, Alabama on the evening of his transcendental experience.

As previous articles of this blog have mentioned incidents of people hearing voices of unseen communicators (including cases involving clairaudient mediums), it is worthwhile to consider one such occurrence chronicled in the life of Martin Luther King, Jr. He wrote in a 1958 book that he had heard “an inner voice” during a moment when he experienced “the presence of the Divine as I had never experienced Him before.”

The event occurred one night in late January 1956. King was born on January 15, 1929 and he was assassinated on April 4, 1968. His birth certificate name is Michael Luther King, Jr. The words of Martin Luther King, Jr. were edited into autobiographical form by Clayborne Carson and published as The Autobiography of Martin Luther King, Jr. in 1998.

Carson wrote in his preface of the book: “. . . King published three major books as well as numerous articles and essays focusing on specific periods of his life. In addition, many of his speeches, sermons, letters, and unpublished manuscripts provide revealing information. Taken together, these materials provide the basis for this approximation of the autobiography that King might have written had his life not suddenly ended.” The following excerpt is from the eighth chapter of the book “The Violence of Desperate Men” concerning events during the Montgomery, Alabama bus boycott. A major source for this passage is King’s Stride Toward Freedom (1958).

Almost immediately after the protest started we had begun to receive threatening telephone calls and letters. They increased as time went on. By the middle of January, they had risen to thirty and forty a day.

From the beginning of the protest both my parents and Coretta’s parents always had the unconscious, and often conscious, fear that something fatal might befall us. They never had any doubt about the rightness of our actions but they were concerned about what might happen to us. My father made a beaten path between Atlanta and Montgomery throughout the days of the protest. Every time I saw him I went through a deep feeling of anxiety, because I knew that my every move was driving him deeper and deeper into a state of worry. During those days he could hardly mention the many harassments that Coretta, the baby, and I were subjected to without shedding tears.

As the weeks passed, I began to see that many of the threats were in earnest. Soon I felt myself faltering and growing in fear. One day, a white friend told me that he had heard from reliable sources that plans were being made to take my life. For the first time I realized that something could happen to me.

One night at a mass meeting, I found myself saying: “If one day you find me sprawled out dead, I do not want you to retaliate with a single act of violence. I urge you to continue protesting with the same dignity and discipline you have shown so far.” A strange silence came over the audience.

One night toward the end of January I settled into bed late, after a strenuous day. Coretta had already fallen asleep and just as I was about to doze off the telephone rang. An angry voice said, “Listen, nigger, we’ve taken all we want from you; before next week you’ll be sorry you ever came to Montgomery.” I hung up, but I couldn’t sleep. It seemed that all of my fears had come down on me at once. I had reached the saturation point.

I got out of bed and began to walk the floor. I had heard these things before, but for some reason that night it got to me. I turned over and I tried to go to sleep, but I couldn’t sleep. I was frustrated, bewildered, and then I got up. Finally, I went to the kitchen and heated a pot of coffee. I was ready to give up. With my cup of coffee sitting untouched before me I tried to think of a way to move out of the picture without appearing a coward. I sat there and thought about a beautiful little daughter who had just been born. I’d come in night after night and see that little gentle smile. I started thinking about a dedicated and loyal wife, who was over there asleep. And she could be taken from me, or I could be taken from her. And I got to the point that I couldn’t take it any longer. I was weak. Something said to me, “You can’t call on Daddy now, you can’t even call on Mama. You’ve got to call on that something in that person that your Daddy used to tell you about, that power that can make a way out of no way.” With my head in my hands, I bowed over the kitchen table and prayed aloud. The words I spoke to God that midnight are still vivid in my memory: “Lord, I’m down here trying to do what’s right. I think I’m right. I am here taking a stand for what I believe is right. But Lord, I must confess that I’m weak now, I’m faltering. I’m losing my courage. Now, I am afraid. And I can’t let the people see me like this because if they see me weak and losing my courage, they will begin to get weak. The people are looking to me for leadership, and if I stand before them without strength and courage, they too will falter. I am at the end of my powers. I have nothing left. I’ve come to the point where I can’t face it alone.”

It seemed as though I could hear the quiet assurance of an inner voice saying: “Martin Luther, stand up for righteousness. Stand up for justice. Stand up for truth. And lo, I will be with you. Even until the end of the world.”

I tell you I’ve seen the lightning flash. I’ve heard the thunder roar. I’ve felt sin breakers dashing trying to conquer my soul. But I head the voice of Jesus saying still to fight on. He promised never to leave me alone. At that moment I experienced the presence of the Divine as I had never experienced Him before. Almost at once my fears began to go. My uncertainty disappeared. I was ready to face anything.

Jan 05
The book website is www.eatenbythetiger.com.

In 1998 while operating on a patient, Dr. Emile Allen was accidentally electrocuted and underwent what some would call a ‘near-death experience.’ He was using the electrocautery unit (electrical scalpel) that he had used without incident thousands of times throughout his career when: “Suddenly, in a split second, a large popping sound and an arc of electricity shot out of the electrical scalpel.” After moments of excruciating pain, Dr. Allen experienced a brief and startling interlude before regaining consciousness.

I don’t know how long I was out, perhaps seconds or minutes, but during that time in the darkness, I heard a voice say:

“I’m not ready for you yet. You have more work to do.”

This voice came from an amorphous figure, an ill-defined shape of a person’s face that came out of the shadows and entered my right upper visual field. I couldn’t tell if the voice was a man or a woman.

He heard the statements repeated before waking up to intense pain. Dr. Allen would eventually learn the extent of his injuries and develop new perspectives of the health care industry as a patient himself. In addition to his NDE, another consciousness expanding event chronicled in Eaten By The Tiger is an out of body experience that occurred to the author years later.

Dr. Allen stayed with his father, who was also a urologist, and his mother, a retired nurse, while seeing specialists in Southern California. At one point he was taking 36 pills a day from nine different prescriptions. He declined narcotics because he had seen so many patients struggle with addiction, opting to use instead “biofeedback and meditation, along with various medications, to help control my chronic arm and hand pain, migraine headaches, PTSD, and clinical depression.” He realized:

I had lost my freedom and independence.  I had lost my career, my status in the community, and my patients.  I had lost my home, my lifestyle, and my significance as a man.  I had lost so many things — and all at the same time.  I soon realized I was grieving over the loss of my identity, which was manifesting as the signs and symptoms of clinical depression.

Dr. Allen commented about the diagnosis of depression: “If you ask the right questions, you will frequently find that people are not depressed.  Instead, they may be grieving over a loss that needs to be identified and processed.”

After undergoing hyperbaric oxygen therapy and anesthesia nerve block treatments, Dr. Allen developed a severe infection and became extremely ill, requiring extensive antibiotic therapy and pain medications.  Once again, he was laid up at home for a week not knowing which way his health would turn.

While I was recovering and reflecting on life’s change of events, I heard the same voice as I did while I was lying on the operating floor fighting for my life:

“I’m not ready for you yet.  You have more work to do.”

The message played repeatedly in my head.  What did it mean?  I had no idea.  What could I possibly contribute when everything was collapsing within me and around me?

A clinical psychologist helped Dr. Allen to identify his struggles not as problems but as challenges or life lessons. He appraised, “When I recognized this, my perspective changed, and I moved from being a victim of my circumstances to being the victor of my life.”

Upon first learning about the likely prognosis of his father having lung cancer, Dr. Allen recalled dealing with thousands of cancer patients throughout his career: “I had rarely seen people die from the cancer itself; however, I had seen the majority of them die from the complications of the treatments. Oftentimes, the treatments are far worse than the natural progression of the cancer.” After the father received the worst possible lung cancer diagnosis, his decision to continue smoking cigarettes soon resulted in a life threatening ordeal. The father eventually decided his treatments would be chemotherapy and radiation to the brain. There is a description of an incident that resulted with the diagnosis of steroid psychosis attributed in part to high dosages of steroids administered to decrease the risk of brain swelling caused by radiation. The father had decided to burn family possessions after considering the ephemeral nature of material belongings.

In 2007 Dr. Allen was working as a medical consultant and still struggling with feelings of loss and failure. He decided to attend a ten-day spiritual retreat in Fiji. When his Dasaji, Rajesh, told him, “You have to let the tiger eat you in order for you to live,” Dr. Allen could not figure out what this meant. While meditating one afternoon, he was again greeted by the voice of the amorphous figure saying “I’m not ready for you yet. You have more work to do.” This time after hearing the statement, there was another occurrence.

Suddenly, I saw my own body sitting on the ground while my spirit, as I defined it, was up at the one o’clock position, looking down. I realized I was floating above the room and could see each and every person in all six rows as clear as day. My awareness was so acute that I could even detect the subtle movements of some people readjusting their bodies to get more comfortable.

The OBE continued until he was bumped by someone leaving the room, disrupting his meditative state. He then noticed his heart was beating at around half his normal rate. Dr. Allen reported, “While I felt as if it had been only a few minutes, I was surprised when I found out we had actually been in meditation for an additional hour!” Afterward, he experienced heightened sensory perceptions of the world around him.

Explaining to the Dasaji that he felt the peace of another world, Rajesh explained the metaphor of letting the tiger eat him: “Emile, you have been in fear of the tiger for so many years. You climbed a tree to get away from the tiger, but you grabbed a branch and would not let go . . . today you finally let go of the branch and had faith that God would catch you.”

Dec 30

Soon after I started blogging in 2009, my intention became showing that it was possible to make comprehensible to some degree the Creative Force/Oneness equated with the word ‘God’ through reflection about my own experiences and studying documented testimonials by others about phenomena equated with such words as ‘paranormal’ or ‘miraculous.’ One of the recurring subjects of this blog has been spiritual healing and in the December 16th article, I shared some excerpts from the book The Touch of Grace (1986) by Elizabeth Fuller.

Photo from The Touch of Grace: “Tony DiBernardi, healed of lung cancer, shows his X-rays to Grace.”

Elizabeth’s husband John G. Fuller (1913-1990) was the author of several books encompassing metaphysical subjects, including a book about a spiritual healer: Arigo: Surgeon of the Rusty Knife (1974).

The first chapter of Arigo recounts the expedition by Dr. Andrija (‘Henry’) K. Puharich and his associate Henry Belk to the small clinic in Congohas do Campo—a village some eighty kilometers distant of the nearest large city, Belo Horizonte—where the goings-on showed paranormal implications. Puharich met the Brazilian healer Arigo in the summer of 1963. Fuller wrote that Arigo was “in his early forties” and “so burly, normal and friendly that the Americans were taken slightly aback . . . he spoke Portuguese in a rough, peasant accent.” Puharich and Belk found Arigo’s voice changing to one with a thick German accent upon observing him conduct his medical practice. Puharich told Fuller, “It was the first time in my life when I’ve seen a scene like this. Where, one minute from the time a patient steps up, until the time he leaves, he either receives a prescription or an actual operation, and walks out without any pain or disablement.” Fuller reported:

By eleven that morning, Arigo had treated some two hundred patients. A dozen or so he sent away, summarily, gruffly telling them that any ordinary doctor could handle their complaints. Others he scolded or chided. There had already been about ten eye and ear surgery cases. Each operation averaged only half a minute.

There was no anesthesia and no sterile precautions. Based on Puharich’s observation, there was no evidence of hypnosis of patients yet Fuller related that Arigo himself seemed to be in a trance state.

This, Puharich and Belk later surmised, might account for the strange explanation they had heard in their earlier inquiries about Arigo, before they left Rio. It was alleged that Arigo claimed he incorporated the spirit of a deceased German doctor, whom he identified as Dr. Adolpho Fritz. It was Dr. Fritz, Arigo claimed, who did the operating and the prescribing of the complex pharmaceutical agents he wrote so swiftly. It was Dr. Fritz, a German physician who had died in 1918, who provided the instantaneous diagnoses.

The exotic and ephemeral concept of some sort of benign possession by a deceased German physician was too incredible to even consider at this time.

Within days, Puharich offered himself as a patient to Arigo for treatment of “a large and rather annoying but benign tumor on the inside of his right elbow, known as a lipoma” that had been checked by his own doctor during the preceding two years. The lipoma was painlessly extracted with the Brazilian version of a Swiss army knife in a matter of seconds by Arigo while an 8mm camera was rolling. Fuller noted, “Arigo smiled, and said to Puharich that Dr. Fritz had told him to say: ‘This is a demonstration only — so that people will believe. I think every doctor in Brazil should come here and do what you have done.’”

Photo from Arigo:
Inside Arigo’s “clinic” during Puharich and Belk’s visit “Arigo is writing prescriptions with the same pen he used for twenty years.”

Fuller wrote in the book, “There were reports that other ‘spirits’ entered into establishing Arigo’s prowess as a miracle healer.” These included deceased surgeons and doctors of various nationalities, along with thirteenth-century monk Fre Fabiano de Christo.

There are many parallels between this case of the Brazilian healer known as ‘Arigo’ (1918-1971) and that of the contemporary Brazilian healer John of God (Joao de Deus). Both trance-channeling cases have been extensively filmed and documented with many books available about the latter, including Spiritual Alliances: Discovering the Roots of Health at the Casa de Dom Inácio (2002) by Emma Bragdon, John of God: The Brazilian Healer Who’s Touched the Lives of Millions (2007) by Heather Cumming and Karen Leffler, and The Miracle Man: The Life Story of Joao De Deus (2001) by Robert Pellegrino-Estrich. This year, an article about John of God was published in O, The Oprah Magazine.

Comparatively few healers are trance channelers. Healers Ambrose and Olga Worrall chronicled their experiences in The Miracle Healers (1965)/alternate title The Gift of Healing: A Personal Story of Spiritual Therapy. Here is an excerpt from the book.

Spiritual healing is a natural phenomenon. It occurs strictly in accordance with natural laws.

There is evidence that spiritual healing power is demonstrated through people of many religions, and through some who have no religious affiliations.

Spiritual healing forces appear to be subject to spiritual, physical, and psychical laws. There seems to be an intelligence of high order behind healing manifestations. I believe that the healing power has its origin and source of supply in the Supreme spiritual power that governs and controls all things, material and immaterial, and that this type of healing is accomplished through both spiritual beings and beings in the flesh. Some would say through angels and mortals.

When the Worralls married, each knew nothing about each other’s psychic experiences. Both Ambrose (1899-1972) and Olga (1906-1985) described seeing spirits that others couldn’t see while growing up. He was raised on the northwest coast of England and she in a residential district of Cleveland, Ohio. The book reveals that an early indication of healing ability was presented when Ambrose found himself engrossed in reading a newspaper account of a local soccer player named Campbell in the same room where his sister Barbara was sitting. Barbara’s head was twisted to one side in a paralytic position after an injury and doctors had said the condition was permanent. Ambrose attempted to articulate what compelled him to become a healing facilitator for his sister. He described the force “pulling me out of this chair, and across the room, drawing me to my sister’s chair.”

Here my hands, of their own volition, went out and touched the sides of Barbara’s neck. This was my only actual physical contact with my sister. It lasted no longer than five or six seconds. But my sister’s neck straightened. Her paralysis was suddenly—and completely—gone. She was able to move her neck freely, without pain or difficulty.

Ambrose was first recognized as a ‘sensitive’ (someone subject to psychic or spiritual influences) by a YMCA official who directed him to demonstrate his abilities and thereby encouraged him to understand these occurrences. One early experience was hearing himself say, “The next time I go up a ladder, I will fall down.” He didn’t consider the occurrence as significant until he fell off the ladder, leading him to observe “we do not understand time, physically or metaphysically.”

A healer who comprehensively documented his spiritual healing and became known throughout the world was Harry Edwards (1893-1976) of England. After first writing biographies of mediums Jack Webber and Arnold Clare, Henry James (Harry) Edwards wrote The Science of Spirit Healing (1945). Edwards wrote a variety of further books about ‘spiritual’/‘psychic’ healing during his lifetime. In his initial book on healing, he reasoned: “That consequent on the emission of a thought appeal by a human instrument, a discarnate mind is able to receive the request, and is then able to apply the correct quality of force to the particular disharmony in the body of the patient.”

Photo from Spirit Healing (1960) By Harry Edwards: “Doctors observe the freeing of the joints of a spastic child.”

Integral to what he described as “spirit healing,” Edwards found it evidential that “man possesses a spirit counterpart of himself—which is termed the spirit body.” In his final book, Life in Spirit (1976), Edwards again attempted to articulate the healing process he was able to facilitate.

I do know that when healing, and my consciousness is attuned to the source of healing, I receive intuitively directive thought concerned with diagnosis of the patient’s complaint—often removed from the site of the trouble. I also receive advice and directives to pass on to patients, especially those unhappy people with upset minds. Indeed, my life’s work could not have taken place were it not for the faculty of attunement, in which my thoughts are received by the intelligences in tune with me, and it follows that my mind is likewise able to receive thought directives.

My series of twelve articles in 2012 about Theosophical Society President-Founder Henry Steele Olcott and Madame Helena Petrovna Blavatsky included only a few statements about his ‘mesmeric healing’ activities in India and Ceylon while touring to promote interest in the Society. In the Second Series of Old Diary Leaves (1900), Olcott chronicled how he established himself as a healer and explained his rationale for concluding that mesmeric healing is attributable to “the transmission of vital aura to the patient, and its operation under varying conditions within his system.” Here is the passage from Chapter XXIV about how these events originated in 1882.

An incident occurred on the 29th of August, at China Garden, a quarter of Galle, which has become in Ceylon historic. After my lecture, the subscription paper was laid out on a table and the people came up in turn to subscribe. A man named Cornelis Appu was introduced to me by Mr. Jayasakere, the Branch President, and he subscribed the sum of half a rupee, apologizing for the pettiness of the amount because of his having been totally paralyzed in one arm and partially in one leg for eight years, and therefore unable to earn his livelihood by his trade. Now at Colombo, on my arrival from Bombay, the High Priest had told me that the Roman Catholics had made their arrangements to convert the house-well of a Catholic, near Kelanie, into a healing-shrine, after the fashion of Lourdes. One man was reported to have been miraculously cured already, but on investigation it proved a humbug. I told the High Priest that this was a serious matter and he should attend to it. If the hypnotic suggestion once got started, there would soon be real cures and there might be a rush of ignorant Buddhists into Catholicism. “What can I do?” he said. “Well you must set to work, you or some other well-known monk, and cure people in the name of Lord Buddha.” “But we can’t do it; we know nothing about those things,” he replied. “Nevertheless it must be done,” I said. When this half-paralyzed man of Galle was speaking of his ailment, something seemed to say to me: “Here’s your chance for the holy well!” I had known all about Mesmerism and Mesmeric Healing for thirty years, though I had never practiced them, save to make a few necessary experiments at the beginning, but now, moved by a feeling of sympathy (without which the healer has no healing power to radically cure), I made some passes over his arm, and said I hoped he might feel the better for it. He then left. That evening I was chatting with my Galle colleagues at my quarters on the seashore, when the paralytic hobbled in and excused his interruption by saying that he felt so much better that he had come to thank me. This unexpected good news encouraged me to go farther, so I treated his arm for a quarter of an hour and bade him return in the morning. I should mention here that nobody in Ceylon knew that I possessed or had ever exercised the power of healing the sick, nor, I fancy, that anybody had it, so the theory of hypnotic suggestion, or collective hallucination, will scarcely hold in this case—certainly not at this stage of it.

He came in the morning, eager to worship me as something superhuman, so much better did he feel. I treated him again, and the next day and the next; reaching the point of the fourth day where he could whirl his bad arm around his head, open and shut his hand, and clutch and handle objects as well as ever. Within the next four days he was able to sign his name with the cured hand, to a statement of his case, for publication; this being the first time in nine years that he had held a pen. I had also been treating his side and leg, and in a day or two more he could jump with both feet, hop on the paralyzed one, kick equally high against the wall with both, and run freely. As a match to loose straw, the news spread throughout the town and district. Cornelis brought a paralyzed friend, whom I cured; then others came, by twos and threes first, then by dozens, and within a week or so my house was besieged by sick persons from dawn until late at night, all clamoring for the laying on of my hands. They became so importunate at last that I was at my wits’ end how to dispose of them. Of course, with the rapid growth of confidence in myself, my magnetic power multiplied itself enormously, and what I had needed days to accomplish with a patient, at the commencement, could now be done within a half hour.

My first blog article in 2012 “Transcendental Communication from ‘Abduhl Latif’” described a 1929 book comprised of twelve lecture transcripts about health by Abdul Latif (1162-1231) speaking through entranced medium Eileen Garrett. Here is the beginning portion from “Abduhl Latif’s First Address.”

A great blessing be upon your heads. My friends, it is good to see and to speak to you again, and to find that you have given me a moment of your time in which to help you to understand more fully the working of our poor bodies in contact with our psychical selves. You should know the fact of health is within yourself. If after all I, or any other soul, should come here and promise to give you great health, it would not be so if you did not co-operate with me, and so to-day I want to give you a little introductory thesis as to the things of which I will speak and we may be able to thresh out together, and to thrown light upon some of those cases upon which, indeed, there is so little real understanding given at the moment. I want to say to you that in the case of all of our nerve troubles, whilst we do live in this world of speed and haste we cannot, however much we try, always keep the sympathetical and sensory of the nervous system as strict as it is possible. The great fault to-day is the matter and manner of our foodstuffs, and the greater fault again, behind all that, is the fact that we do not teach our children the manner of right thinking.

It may seem rather a large statement for me to make when I say, that nine-tenths of your recognized medical profession are not curing diseases to-day by virtue of their knowledge or materia medica, but by the suggestion, which is the soul, in the form of drugs.

Also in this discourse Latif is quoted: “Many of your people will speak to you of the soul going to be destroyed . . . it is no part of the great scheme that, having once lived, a life should ever be destroyed.” He explained further:

It does not matter how low man may become in his own estimation, or that of his fellow men, there is always a moment of time in eternity when he shall turn round and take hold of his ultimate happiness, and so I am a universalist, also an individualist.

Latif concluded this session by saying:

It has been a privilege to talk with you, and I thank you. I look forward to many talks, when we may be able to understand not only ourselves, but all those other human souls who are in brotherhood with you. When we understand the brotherhood and our relationship one to the other, then we can begin to understand the great scheme of things. I thank you, and I leave you with the blessing of the Great Infinite always about you.

Some other books offering perspectives of spiritual healing are Vibrational Healing through the Chakras with Light, Color, Sound, Crystals, and Aromatherapy (2006) by Joy Gardner, Healing Spirits: True Stories from 14 Spiritual Healers (2001) by Judith Joslow-Rodewald and Patricia West-Barker, The Realms of Healing (Third Edition 1986) by Stanley Krippner and Alberto Villoldo, In Search of Brazil’s Quantum Surgeon: The Dr. Fritz Phenomenon (1998) by Masao Maki, One Foot in the Stars (1999) by Matthew Manning, and “Dr. Fritz” The Phenomenon of the Millennium (2002) by William Moreira.

Previous blog articles about spiritual healing include “Gladys Osborne Leonard’s Steps to Trance Mediumship (Trance Channeling) and Healing”, “Vibrational Healing — My Notes of a 1996 PRS Lecture by Joy Gardner-Gordon” and “Remembering Gene Egidio (1933-2009)”

Photo from In Search of Brazil’s Quantum Surgeon: The Dr. Fritz Phenomenon: “The moment when computer engineer Rubens channels the spirit of Dr. Fritz.”
Dec 23

The website of the nationally syndicated “Coast to Coast A.M.” radio program explains that the show “deals with UFO’s, strange occurrences, life after death, and other unexplained (and often unexplicable) phenomena.” When I routinely listened to the show between 1997 and 2003, there occasionally were heard callers (and guests for that matter) who one might reasonably deduce were crazy or dishonest, so in retrospect I can understand how difficult it was for my own experiences to be evaluated by the show’s hosts. What made me different from most callers is that my experiences are extensively documented.

Unlike some of the authors featured on “Coast to Coast A.M.,” I have never made a living from selling books and have to-date only published one book: the case study chronicling the beginning of what I can only describe as a unique ’spiritual awakening.’ One of the fundamental insights gained from these experiences is the subject of the preceding blog article.

The show biography for “Coast to Coast A.M.” current host George Noory mentions that he has said “if he weren’t a national radio talk show host he’d be in politics.” Obviously, dealing with a corporation the size of Clear Channel Communications is tantamount to being in politics.

Here are transcript excerpts from my calls heard on “Coast to Coast A.M.” broadcasts with the date and names of the host and guest, if any. These calls followed my first two or three impromptu calls (neither well conceived or articulated) as a novice caller to Art Bell when he was the singular host of “Coast to Coast A.M.” During this period there was also a Sunday night show previously hosted by Art Bell entitled “Dreamland” that was then being hosted by Whitley Strieber. The complete transcripts of my calls along with transcripts of my various radio show guest interviews can by read at the “Radio Interview Transcripts” section of the testament.org website. I had also occasionally faxed comments and articles to “Coast to Coast A.M.” hosts before fax use became outdated. Transcripts of my commentary feature Electronic Voice Phenomena (EVP) notations in parentheses but these aren’t included in the following excerpts to allow for easier readability.

Date: July 25/26, 1999
Host: Hilly Rose
Guest: Michael Peter Langevin
My call commentary included:

I had a comment on Nostradamus’s prediction, which we’ve been hearing about all night and what I think is that America is the reincarnation of Mongolia. And Genghis Kahn lives on in every person who assumes that whatever actions they take are somehow ordained by God.

Date: Aug. 13/14, 1999
Host: Phillip Clarke
Guest: Tom Shroder
My call commentary included:

I wanted to ask Tom about accounts of synchronicity and non-memory reincarnation accounts because in my own case Spirit led me to discovering about my former incarnation and I even had material proof . . . do you have any accounts [where] there were similar cases where like, let’s say, an angel guides someone to find out about their previous existence?

Date: Oct. 30/31, 1999
Host: Hilly Rose
Guests: Ed and Lorraine Warren
My call commentary included:

I’m glad I was able to get through because I am the Warrens’ L.A. cousin. My Warren family line goes back to Abraham Warren though I don’t know if they know me. I did send them Email. Does Mark Russell Bell ring a bell with you two?

Date: Nov. 12/13, 1999
Host: Barbara Simpson
My call commentary included:

. . . countries and corporations don’t really exist. They’re just names on paper.

Date: Jan. 12/13, 2000
Host: Rollye James
Guest: Bob Frissell
My call commentary included:

Well, of course, my take on the ’secret government’ can be summed up in just two words: self-interest. And the ‘grand unified theory,’ for that matter, is God I believe.

Date: April 8/9, 2000
Host: Mike Siegel
Guest: James Van Praagh
My call commentary included:

I think this is a question that really needs to be asked of every person who gives spiritual wisdom on the airwaves or has a book to share . . . with your wealth, how do you share the spiritual wisdom? How do you manifest it in your life? What charities are you involved with?

Date: May 5/6, 2000
Host: Mike Siegel
Guest: Lori Toye
My call commentary included:

My question concerns what you two just were talking about and that is these ‘masters.’ And sometimes these comments and goals are very lofty but when we see these people with spiritual messages, how do they manifest them in their own lives? Do they really give money to the poor? I mean do they really profess more than just the capitalistic, corporate ideology?

Date: June 2/3, 2000
Host: Mike Siegel
My call commentary included:

. . . when I was listening to you talk about “A Christmas Carol,” I couldn’t help but think that that was very similar to what we now call abduction visits. Do you see the parallels between the two? . . . I also am reminded of “The Wizard of Oz” and Glinda the Good’s bubble is very much like those translucent orbs seen near the crop circles.

Date: June 17/18, 2000
Host: Barbara Simpson
My call commentary included:

I thought I would mention how I first learned how to communicate with my Angel. [What I meant was how I learned about communication received from my 'Angel' via Electronic Voice Phenomena but the call was terminated before I could reasonably explain. This is one of the calls that shows how difficult it has been to try to explain my experiences in a few sentences.]

Date: July 17/18, 2000
Host: Mike Siegel
Guest: Shirley MacLaine
My call commentary included:

And I wanted to ask you — with so much exposure to the world of the rich and famous, maybe you can tell us what you believe is the solution to the biggest mystery and that’s how the wealthy can imagine that God wants them to amass great wealth when so many people in the world are starving to death and the environment is being destroyed?

Date: August 27/28, 2000
Host: Ian Punnett
My call commentary included:

Q: I was hoping that maybe you could ask your guests tonight if they’re familiar with Bel-Marduk or, as he was known in Egyptology, Amun-Ra or Amen-Ra? Apparently, that was the original —
I: Right.
Q: — resurrection story.
I: Right. And actually they do address that. And they get into all of the incarnations, if you will, of that story.

Date: Sept. 9/10, 2000
Host: Barbara Simpson
Guest: Jim Berkland
My call commentary included:

I wanted to ask you something about your previous interview but, first, there was a book that I once read by Increase Mather called Remarkable Providences. It was dated 1684 — around that time.
B: Um-huh.
Q: And, basically, he was linking all kinds of preternatural occurrences with weather phenomena and earthquakes. You should take a look at that if you can find it. . . . Very old book. [I didn't have the chance to ask the question I had planned about whether or not Berkland had heard any EVP in relation to his previous interview.]

Date: Sept. 10/11, 2000
Host: Ian Punnett
My call commentary included:

I had a comment on EVP/Electronic Voice Phenomena or spirit messages. I’d like to find out if you have any experience with that. I know Whitley Strieber has played one from his broadcast: “CAN YOU HEAR ME”; and I heard an author named Beverly Donofrio [on another radio show] who wrote Looking For Mary play a spirit message “THE BIRDS ARE UP” when she was being interviewed recently. But this is in relation to Friday night’s show. Did you hear that, by any chance?
I: I’m afraid I didn’t.
Q: Dr. Seth Shostak was on of SETI organization. Anyone unfamiliar with EVP or spirit messages, listen to the archived edition of that interview. Of course, this phenomenon can commonly be heard during broadcasts. I found that you can hear it in all recorded mediums and on different broadcasts yet I found the EVP very audible during the last two hours of the show — during the question and answer period. I heard messages such as “YES,” “NO,” “RIGHT.”

Date: Sept. 23/24, 2000
Host: Barbara Simpson
My call commentary included:

. . . I thought I would mention about last night’s show with Echo Bodine. Did you hear that?
B: I heard part of it. Not the whole thing.
Q: Me too. People should go to the archive shows because the spirit messages/EVP phenomena is getting quite noticeable. Especially with her. In the middle of her sentences, you can hear very distinct words such as “NO,” um “BUT,” “AND.” I heard some “YOU KNOW”s.
B: Really?
Q: Mostly “NO”s. Like there was one time when she was talking about ‘The Squadron’ — about how people should call upon ‘The Squadron’ and there was a very distinct “NO” there. But, anyway, that’s something that people can do on their own.

Date: Oct. 28/29, 2000
Host: Barbara Simpson
My call commentary included:

I just wanted to share a thought that I had. I was reading a book by Richard Wurmbrand, a well-known evangelical minister who was imprisoned for many years in Rumania between 1948 and 1964. And it just made me realize that our capitalistic system is very much like the communistic system after all.
B: In what way?
Q: Well, as he describes in his book because he had to undergo imprisonment and torture for his beliefs — everything in these countries, he wrote — radio, television, cinema, theatre, press, publishing houses — they all had the aim of stamping out a belief in God.

Date: Dec. 27/28, 2000
Host: Barbara Simpson
Guest: Joyce Riley
My call commentary included:

I think the fundamental problem here is that people don’t take responsibility. They just say, “Well I’m following orders.” So and that’s how they get around it. I, myself, am like you and I’ve documented the problem with this thought at my website testament.org and I’ve tried to show the karmic difficulties with that.

Date: Dec. 31/Jan. 1, 2001
Host: Ian Punnett
My call commentary included:

For me, as one who has gone from a large income to a small one I can tell you that most of the things money can buy are detrimental, I think, to the quality of life.

Date: Jan. 2/3, 2001
Host: Barbara Simpson
Guest: John Hogue
My call commentary included:

. . . what you were saying before about how religion is interpreted in many different ways also seems true for Nostradamus. In some cases, I think this is correct but others are very clear like Century X, Quatrain 72 where 1999 is mentioned and then others like Century 1, Quatrains 95 and 96 which seems very specific and clear.

Date: Jan. 19/20, 2001
Host: Mike Siegel
Guest: Lawrence Gordon
My call commentary included:

I’ve listened carefully to the events Mr. Gordon has described and the premises for his — some of his conclusions . . . have you considered there might be a more complex interpretation and purpose to the unseen forces being demonstrated in your home?
L: I — yes, the thought has occurred to me but after having the conversations that we’ve had in the last fifteen years with Roger, specifically, our friendly ghost, if you will, I do not think that there are any undertones that we’re not aware of. I think he is a little troubled by the fact that he is stuck where he is. I personally think he would rather go on. I think his days — his endless days, if you will, of being a ghost — being a spirit in this case and being stuck here, so to speak, and sort of being in-between the two worlds — he has not really gone on to his world or whatever is beyond for him and he’s not yet fully physically a part of this world that we live in.
Q: Let me take it to another point. Do you believe there is an organizing Spirit to the universe?
L: Yes. Yes, I do.

Date: Feb. 9/10, 2001
Host: Art Bell
My call commentary included:

I wanted to follow up that previous caller talking about spirit/human communication because I believe it’s already happening. And, of course, Electronic Voice Phenomena is what it’s called.
A: I know all about that but is this part of a prediction because this is a prediction show.
Q: Yes, it is. I’m predicting that people will become aware about Electronic Voice Phenomena this year. Broadcasting technology allows this phenomena as does tape recording . . . the famous people in the field include Thomas Edison, Konstantine Raudive, Friedrich Jurgenson, and John C. Lilly.

Date: Feb. 10/11, 2001
Host: Ian Punnett
My call commentary included:

. . . there were many instances of Electronic Voice Phenomena/spirit messages. I finally found a way to help others recognize them. What I did is I recorded ten of these from the archive show on audio tape less than forty-five seconds in length to show people what they sound like for future recognition . . . anyway, I just taped that from the archive edition. It sounds very much just like normal speech. The tonality is different on some of them . . . And, having studied this phenomena for a while now, I — I do see a correlative phenomenon in which people speak — sometimes when people speak — sometimes when they say spiritual truths say “no” in the middle of a sentence without even realizing it. It’s something that I’ve been able to observe.

Date: Feb. 14/15, 2001
Host: Art Bell
My call commentary included:

I have comparatively clear understanding about my Entity interaction even though I think Spirit is a better word, perhaps. But I think I’ll refer back to that November 1995 TV special entitled “Ghosts, Mediums, Psychics: Put To The Test.” . . . and then at the very end of the thirty-minute special [segment] a reporter asked the Entity — his name was Mighael — to give a sign, there was a howl in the distance, which was sort of establishing a connection to the animal’s subconscious or Superconscious mind.

Date: March 10/11, 2001
Host: Barbara Simpson
My call commentary included:

I wanted to make an observation or share one, rather, about spirituality as a category of discussion on the show . . . what’s confusing is how someone can address the topic of personal growth and not make clear that this goal must encompass helping the less fortunate improve their own lives in concrete ways beyond discussing a certain belief system.

Date: March 20/21, 2001
Host: Art Bell
My call commentary included:

Hi, I was thinking tonight while I was listening to Ginny and Diane that phenomena really are symptoms and symbols providing an opportunity to expand one’s awareness about each of our — ours’ most profound relationship, perhaps.

Date: March 26/27, 2001
Host: Art Bell
My call commentary included:

A lot of the archangel tales, however, can be traced back to Michael. [This was a call when I was complaining about Art's 'Antichrist Hotline.']

Date: April 8, 2001
Host: Ian Punnett
My call commentary included:

[regarding Electronic Voice Phenomena] Well, for example, as I had played on a previous show, in the middle of UFO witnesses’ comments, you could hear the word “NO” very clearly during their speech. And this is a phenomenon that can be heard on almost all recording tape as well as broadcasts but people just edit it out because they don’t understand it and they just don’t think that something [like that] is possible. Listening to the interviews on “Coast to Coast A.M.,” it’s something that I’m very aware of and it really helps me to key in on what someone is — how correct they are about their observations. Especially where spiritual subjects are [concerned] —
I: Then you suppose from that somebody is — they’re or an entity is there editorializing as the other person is speaking?
Q: Helping. Yes, it’s the Christ Force, the Angel Mighael — there are many different names for it. And, of course, what I believe is that by looking at the famous paranormal cases throughout history you do get a clear perception of this Force.

Date: May 13, 2001
Host: Ian Punnett
My call commentary included:

. . . as one of those who has experienced a spiritual awakening, it wasn’t really until then that I perceived how primitive society really is. Despite all the technological advances. I mean look what’s happening to the whales. There’s been a few divers found drowned off the coast, for that matter.

Date: July 2, 2001
Host: Ian Punnett
My call commentary included:

I want to show that not everyone who’s had paranormal experiences has been a guest on your show.

Date: April 11, 2002
Host: Art Bell
My call commentary included:

Your news headlines tonight and something I’ve been reading in my journalism newsgroup just made me realize how important it is to take an analytical approach to these things. Rather than a judgmental one, I think.

Date: July 17, 2002
Host: George Noory
My call commentary included:

There’s a fear of unseen forces so when you have to deal with this in your life and share it with others to help expand their consciousness, it sort of makes it difficult for you because people do have a fear. [This remark followed my commentary about Edgar Cayce.]

Date: Aug. 30/31, 2002
Host: George Noory
My call commentary included:

I think that Spirit communicates to us on the level that we understand. . . . [about Dr. Ken Hanson] he talked about finding a fragment that had mentioned the Son of God. Of course, this was pre-Jesus of Nazareth. And in my case, after my experience, — I guess once you’ve had this experience you become sort of a messenger.

Date: Nov. 11, 2002
Host: George Noory
My call commentary included:

. . . I thought I would share a little of my own experience with God —
G: Alright.
Q: — Who I’ve described in the past as not only His or Her own Being; also the ultimate split personality.
G: Hmmm.
Q: I believe that God speaks through every voice . . .

Date: Dec. 26/27, 2002
Host: George Noory
My call commentary included:

. . . every day really is Christmas if you understand and accept that God or Spirit or All That Is, whatever you want to call it, Christ Consciousness, He/She/They work through people’s subconscious minds to create opportunities.

Date: Jan. 5/6, 2003
Host: Barbara Simpson
Guest: Karen Boren
My call commentary included:

I think the most important thing in this kind of research is how it is manifested in one’s life so at this point in the game how would — let’s say that God indicated somehow to you — and you can, Bar(bara) — answer this too, Barbara, if you will — to prove love, for example, how would you go about doing such a thing?
B: To prove what?
Q: Love.
B: Love?
Q: Yes. Love of God?
B: Oh. Alright. Love of God. Karen?
K: Well —
B: How do you prove love of God?
K: Well do you know what? Jesus said, “If you love me, keep my commandments.” I mean I — I try to do that and I try to — to love other people; to, you know, accept them where they are; to not be judgmental but basically it’s “If you love me, keep my commandments.” And I try. I — I fail a lot but I try.
B: That — listen, that — that’s one of the toughest things and, as I said earlier today to somebody, “It’s not a multiple choice test.” (laughs) There are ten commandments and you’re supposed to follow all of them. How — how do you — I would agree with — with Karen, Mark. You know. You prove your love by what you do. You — you don’t see love. You see the manifestation of love. Even between a man and a woman or a mother and a child and certainly between a human and God. Would you find something else in that?
Q: Well personally for me, the way I go about that is looking for various signs and then trying to walk with Spirit in fulfilling His will through those signs.

Date: Jan. 14/15, 2003
Host: George Noory
My call commentary included:

So after all these weird stories and you’ve been hosting “Coast to Coast” for a while now, I think it would be interesting for us to find out if you consider yourself any further along in developing spiritual understanding — ‘connecting the dots,’ so to speak. The reason —
G: Well I always — I always thought that I was pretty far around even before I came on to “Coast to Coast.”
Q: Yeah, because — the reason why I ask is a Conscious Living Expo started today over at the LAX Airport Hilton and — well I have a booth and I’m very disturbed by some of the things I hear people say like “I don’t read.” I mean it’s hard for people to distinguish when something is worthwhile. You’ve got so many booths. You’ve got Maitreya, Scientology, Urantia. So I think it’s so important for people like yourself to share with others their process of arriving at the truth.

Date: June 21/22, 2003
Host: Barbara Simpson
My call commentary included:

. . . And I just wanted to let others know that you can understand how EVP occurs if you compare the phenomena with other documented accounts of Spirit interaction.

Date: August 6/7, 2003
Host: George Noory
My call commentary included:

. . . I read the book Uri; a journal of the mystery of Uri Geller by Andrija — I think you pronounce it — Puharich. Anyway, this was an account of a “cosmic being” or “controller,” if you will, that described themselves to the author as an assortment of Principles, Forces and personalities manifesting around Uri. Along with the author, of course.
G: Well, as you know, he — Mr. Geller claims — he doesn’t like to talk about it anymore — that when he was a kid, he was blasted by a beam from a UFO.
Q: Right. And — and so this Force encouraged a movie to be made about him, talked about a “Knowledge Book” that would be coming out. The cosmic being was quoted as saying on page 184: “We bend, move, material and dematerialize things.”
(TRANSCRIBER’S NOTE: I SHOULD HAVE SAID ‘DEMATERIAL’ [SIC] THINGS.)
G: Well I want to know more about you than Mr. Geller.
Q: Um-huh.
G: I want to know do you manifest these objects around you or does — do they just pop up?
Q: Well, just like Uri (P. 142): “Now I really know that it is not me. They are doing all the work . . .” He said (P. 187): “When I demonstrate my powers, it’s not me. Somebody is trying to show us something, and by this, teaching us . . .”
G: Are they trying to show us something or trying to show you something?
Q: Well, again, various individuals are selected, such as Sai Baba, let’s say.

Date: August 17/18, 2003
Host: Ian Punnett
My call commentary included:

Q: Hi, Ian. That was interesting about Hollywood being the next ‘holy wood.’
I: Yeah, that was . . .
Q: [regarding the new book God As Mother by Victoria Jennings] But I have read the book so let me just summarize why it’s important. It basically shows how Marie Hall was allowed to make a leap in consciousness—based on her experiences—to understand the birth of God. And so just the mysteries and anagrams, codes and secrets that she — that were being discussed tonight do not get lost because there are others who will have this leap in consciousness.
I: Oh that’s good to know.
Q: The bible is all about opportunities, after all. And I guess I — I should tell people if they also want to read more about that to go to the testament dot org website because they can learn more — all about some of those connections.

Date: Sept. 17/18, 2003
Host: George Noory
My call commentary included:

And I was reading Charles Fort — kind of disturbing book “Lo!” with an exclamation mark and it reminded me to call you.
G: Okay. Why?
Q: Well his conclusion was about, of course, an “underlying oneness,” which is something you seem to have insight on.
G: I’ve got — I’ve got too many ones in my life.
Q: Right. Well the Underlying Oneness I think brings us the ones who teach us the right lessons, so to speak.
G: That is true. That is absolutely true.
Q: And I was wondering did you ever have a chance to go to the testament.org website?
G: No.
Q: Because when somebody like me who has these experiences — we were talking before about the objects manifesting around me. It’s really hard to communicate so — and, of course, I — it’s not a commercial website.

Date: Nov. 12/13, 2003
Host: George Noory
Guest: Deepak Chopra
My call commentary included:

Mr. Chopra mentioned advertising as brainwashing. So how do you help people see beyond a culture that promotes materialistic accumulation over spiritual responsibility? Maybe an interesting metaphor would be good. I could give a quick one as a coincidence —
G: Well I’d rather — I’d rather hear his than yours.
D: No, actually maybe — he’s got a very good point in how do we go beyond the hypnosis of social conditioning? And that is how do we change the media itself to be more responsible? Why are we as a nation so obsessed with Kobe Bryant’s trial or Winona Ryder’s —
G: Um-huh.
D: — shoplifting habits when 40,000 children are dying of hunger every day? That’s one of the objects of our humanity — the Alliance for the New Humanity, the anhglobal.org — to actually get responsible media to participate in social responsibility and spiritual responsibility.

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